Charles Hamilton - Frustration And Failed Suicide Attempts Lyrics

[Intro:]
You didn't even know the scariest sight is me looking in the mirror
Feel me on this
You know

[Verse 1:]
Well hello again, you know who it is
The motion of swift
Wait til they get a load of this
Dismissing ya questions suggesting that I am not the best
Since whoever had the best
Since the exit before I snatched it
Direct hit no bullshit
I leave cats breathless
Death is like a chick I got history with
Sometimes I wanna visit the chick
But she trips and pisses me tha f*ck off with all her bullshit
So I quit
Which is why I feel blessed to live
Yes I did stretch a bit
But I'm kinda short and my message is
To think bigger than your average nigga
Colorless, I love to dig
Ya dig?
It's for the love of it
So you can't be mad at my frustration
I'm just pacing
Dammit I'm just waitin

[Hook:]
Maybe I should end it all tonight
One shot could end it all tonight
Huh
Maybe you can blame it on the hype
But I'm a fight with all my might
You know

[x2:]
Give ya self a chance
Give ya self a chance
You tried everyone else
Now give ya self a chance

[Talking:]
You know sometimes it's crazy to talk to yourself in the mirror
Especially when your mirror reflection says some shit like this

[Verse 2:]
So many demands are into the hands
Of the many damn glances that want to know what's in your plan
Don't let em sway you
When you doing what they want
They close in the zone of which you existed once
The close-minded no violence
Can happen the whole silence
Is co-founded and magic
The other founder is power
And in time you will gain
Magic is something that in your mind you can explain
Bang
Why do I trip when I look at this mirror?
Couldn't be clearer
My rival is me, how can I be defeated?
I only die when I sleep
My get caught sleeping
But never caught slippin
Ya'll gettin on my nerves
Why are ya'll trippin?
It must be the laces
They bitin my tracks so they must need embracing

[Hook:]
Maybe I should end it all tonight
One shot could end it all tonight
Huh
Maybe you can blame it on the hype
But I'm a fight with all my might
You know

[x2:]
Give ya self a chance
Give ya self a chance
You tried everyone else
Now give ya self a chance

[Verse 3:]
Give myself a pat on the back
Kiss my mirror reflection said matter of fact
What's wrong with knowing who you are
When you are great
Happy's a hard way to think
I put on a smart face
A lil smirk too
And told my reflection "talk crazy and I'm a hurt you"
He said "suicide, you tried by virtue"
Doesn't matter what you think you can do
Just know what you can do
And your soul is pink mix with blue
Think this is true?
You crazy as me
Spacey as I can be
When I space on a beat
Basically, I cannot wait to be free
Of the chains that pain slavery can make me believe
Say cheese, picture illustrated to me
What I'm saying is easy
To display cause I named it the beat
Peace

[Hook:]
Maybe I should end it all tonight
One shot could end it all tonight
Huh
Maybe you can blame it on the hype
But I'm a fight with all my might
You know

[x2:]
Give ya self a chance
Give ya self a chance
You tried everyone else
Now give ya self a chance

[Outro:]
Why am I fcking scared of what I'm looking at in the mirror
This is why I tried this suicide shit before
[? ]
My neighbors hearing some wild shit
Alright alright alright
Think think
Uggghhh f*ck!
Alright I'm not going crazy
I'm not crazy