Chasing Deer - Orchards Lyrics

I refused to let go of your hand
I was holding onto hope
And you took the exit plan
You left me and the happiness we had
And that's the part I don't understand
All the days blend into one, it's not the same
When I'm followed by that grey cloud
That always threatens heavy rain
And we can't pick up the phone to talk again
I know you'd have the words
I know you could explain
They say that time can only heal the pain
I wish you'd stayed
But I still feel like I'm falling
With a heart that's been orphaned
Loving you I was all in
Oh
I remember us talking
You told me life is an orchard
And the tears that are forming
Will help it grow
Whoah oh oh oh
Been driving round and round just killing time
Hope you don't mind me calling
Your voicemail's saving every line
I know that you can't hear the words I write
So I'll sing these melodies for us both tonight
But I still feel like I'm falling
With a heart that's been orphaned
Loving you I was all in
Oh
I remember us talking
You told me life is an orchard
And the tears that are forming
Will help it grow
Whoah oh oh oh
They say that time can only heal the pain
Oh I wish you'd stayed
Hope you don't mind me calling
Think I'll call this one Orchards