Chef - Surgery Lyrics

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Wasted
I was broke I needed surgery (yeah)
When I was down bad on my dick they had no words for me (nope)
In Granny crib with bad thoughts bitch I'm talking first degree
Swear imma sweep up every nigga that did dirt to me
I moved to Auntie crib and ain't nobody heard from me (ain't no one heard)
Mama ain't calling thats a voice that I ain't heard in weeks (ain't heard in weeks)
My sister loyal she moved with me but was forced to leave (was forced to leave)
Hope it was worth it cause I swear that shit had murdered me (murdered me)
Pain in my eyes, can't recognize me with this hurt in me
Shit absurd to me
Lotta times when it hurt to breathe I blow this herb with ease
But this time that shit just ain't working G
The type of pain I feel
I swear they don't make no Perc's for these
Sleeping on that concrete floor that shit brought out the worst in me
Got me on bullshit
Stepdad beat my ass next time imma pack me a full clip (bitch)
Can't forget the shit yall did to me
I was in that water drowning ain't nobody swim to me (nah)
Niggas treated me like enemies
Thought we was fam but niggas don't act like no kin to me
And niggas ain't what they pretend to be
'Pose to be my mans but niggas don't act like no friend to me
I was broke I needed surgery (surgery)
When I was down bad on my dick they had no words for me
I was broke I needed surgery (surgery)
When I was down bad on my dick they had no words for me
When it rains it pours my life resembling Katrina (yeah)
Pops locked up for 14 he don't know how much I need him (yeah)
Every birthday wish I could recall went to his freedom (yeah)
Wish he was here I'm all I got
Granny told me that I'm blessed but I don't see it
I'm depressed they don't believe it, f*ck it I'll suppress it
Did a number on me mentally, but they won't accept it
Bitch I'm borderline homeless how the f*ck I'm gone address it?
And I'm fighting demons, still in school, they wonder why I'm failing
I was bouncing round like house to house couch to couch on my last
Got fed up with being broke, asked Shaq to front me a pack
Look what y'all did to me
I'm in these streets taking these risks just so my ends can meet (hoe)
Bitch I'm heartless now can't show no sympathy
How I'm supposed to give you something ain't nobody give to me?
Niggas treated me like enemies
Thought we was fam but niggas don't act like no kin to me
And niggas ain't what they pretend to be (nope)
Though we was friends but niggas don't act like no friend to me
I was broke I needed surgery (yeah)
When I was down bad on my dick they had no words for me
I was broke I needed surgery (surgery)
When I was down bad on my dick they had no words for me