Chelsea Cutler - How To Be Human Album Lyrics

My friends tell me I'm good, but
Can I feel it too?
Wanna drink his lips off
But all I taste is you, yeah
Make the most of my days
And tell myself that you're gone
I don't wanna be right out
Missing you is so wrong

It hits me like a tsunami
Mmm, I feel you over my body
Oh, yeah, hey
Hate bein' so damn honest
You have my heart, but you don't even want it
No, you don't even want it

I'll let my friends take me out
On another night to some bar I, know you never liked
Kiss somebody who's not my type
And it won't feel right

So let me be sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right

You're all over my mind, yeah
I tried to find a new muse
Can't believe what you did, no
I don't really want to
I got thoughts in my mind, yeah
And it feels so loud
Could pretend that I'm fine
But I don't really know how

It hits me like a tsunami
Oh, I feel you over my body
Oh, yeah, hey
Hate bein' so damn honest
You have my heart, but you don't even want it
No, you don't even want it

I'll let my friends take me out
On another night to some bar I, know you never liked
Kiss somebody who's not my type
And it won't feel right

So let me be sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right

My friends tell me I'm good, but
Can I feel it too?
Wanna drink his lips off
But all I taste is you, yeah
Make the most of my days
And tell myself that you're gone
I don't wanna be right out
Missing you is so wrong

It hits me like a tsunami
Mmm, I feel you over my body
Oh, yeah, hey
Hate bein' so damn honest
You have my heart, but you don't even want it
No, you don't even want it

I'll let my friends take me out
On another night to some bar I, know you never liked
Kiss somebody who's not my type
And it won't feel right

So let me be sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right

You're all over my mind, yeah
I tried to find a new muse
Can't believe what you did, no
I don't really want to
I got thoughts in my mind, yeah
And it feels so loud
Could pretend that I'm fine
But I don't really know how

It hits me like a tsunami
Oh, I feel you over my body
Oh, yeah, hey
Hate bein' so damn honest
You have my heart, but you don't even want it
No, you don't even want it

I'll let my friends take me out
On another night to some bar I, know you never liked
Kiss somebody who's not my type
And it won't feel right

So let me be sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right

My friends tell me I'm good, but
Can I feel it too?
Wanna drink his lips off
But all I taste is you, yeah
Make the most of my days
And tell myself that you're gone
I don't wanna be right out
Missing you is so wrong

It hits me like a tsunami
Mmm, I feel you over my body
Oh, yeah, hey
Hate bein' so damn honest
You have my heart, but you don't even want it
No, you don't even want it

I'll let my friends take me out
On another night to some bar I, know you never liked
Kiss somebody who's not my type
And it won't feel right

So let me be sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right

You're all over my mind, yeah
I tried to find a new muse
Can't believe what you did, no
I don't really want to
I got thoughts in my mind, yeah
And it feels so loud
Could pretend that I'm fine
But I don't really know how

It hits me like a tsunami
Oh, I feel you over my body
Oh, yeah, hey
Hate bein' so damn honest
You have my heart, but you don't even want it
No, you don't even want it

I'll let my friends take me out
On another night to some bar I, know you never liked
Kiss somebody who's not my type
And it won't feel right

So let me be sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right

I dreamt you loved me still
Why did it feel so real?
I can't forget it
I can't forget it
I dreamt you said my name
You looked at me the same
I was in heaven
I was in heaven

But you don't see what you saw in me
When you said you would never leave
And I swore that I couldn't breathe
When you walked away from me
And I'm so scared to watch you grow
Without my hand for you to hold
'Cause I swore I would be your soul
Never let you walk alone
Even when you're hurtin' me
I'll still be your person, baby

I dreamt you took me on
Your voice felt way too close
I could still hear it
I could still hear it
I dreamt you touched my hand
My stomach dropped again
I could still feel it
I can still feel it

But you don't see what you saw in me
When you said you would never leave
And I swore that I couldn't breathe
When you walked away from me
And I'm so scared to watch you grow
Without my hand for you to hold
'Cause I swore I would be your soul
Never let you walk alone
Even when you're hurtin' me
I'll still be your person, baby

Every time I pray
I swear I hear the voices say
You'll come back
You'll come back home
I'm so scared to leave the bed
Where you were next to me
I can't let, I can't let go

But you don't see what you saw in me
When you said you would never leave
And I swore that I couldn't breathe
When you walked away from me
And I'm so scared to watch you grow
Without my hand for you to hold
'Cause I swore I would be your soul
Never let you walk alone
Even when you're hurtin' me
I'll still be your person, baby

Are you listening?
Can you hear me think about you?
Even when I'm trying not to
All I do is think about you

It's a given that I'm gonna think about you
All I wanna do is call you, put my arms around you
Tell you that I'm sorry even though I hate it
If it makes you call me, then you know I'll say it
I'm a sucker for believing in a vision
Wanna take a moment and put it on television
You said that you loved me, I thought we would make it
If you didn't mean it, why you gotta say it?

I hate all my friends
Can I go home yet?
I should be happy
But I'm not

Are you listening?
Can you hear me think about you?
Even when I'm trying not to
All I do is think about you
Are you listening?
'Cause I don't wanna think about you
Even when I'm trying not to
All I do is think about you

I been spending all my money just to feel important
Something 'bout this life that's beginning to get boring
I don't wanna blame you for up and running
But I can't eat, can't sleep, can't function, I

I hate all my friends
Can I go home yet?
I should be happy
But I'm not (nah, nah)

Are you listening?
Can you hear me think about you?
Even when I'm trying not to
All I do is think about you (oh)
Are you listening?
'Cause I don't wanna think about you
Even when I'm trying not to
All I do is think about you (yeah)

I hate all my friends
Can I go home yet?
I should be happy
But I'm not (no, yeah)

It's a given that I'm gonna think about you
All I wanna do is call you, put my arms around you
(One, two, three)

Are you listening?
Can you hear me think about you?
Even when I'm trying not to
All I do is think about you
Are you listening? (Yeah)
'Cause I don't wanna think about you
Even when I'm trying not to
All I do is think about you, yeah

I hate all my friends
Can I go home yet?
I should be happy
But I'm not (i should be happy, no)
I hate all my friends
Can I go home yet? (Can I go home yet?)
I should be happy
But I'm not (oh-oh)

My friends tell me I'm good, but
Can I feel it too?
Wanna drink his lips off
But all I taste is you, yeah
Make the most of my days
And tell myself that you're gone
I don't wanna be right out
Missing you is so wrong

It hits me like a tsunami
Mmm, I feel you over my body
Oh, yeah, hey
Hate bein' so damn honest
You have my heart, but you don't even want it
No, you don't even want it

I'll let my friends take me out
On another night to some bar I, know you never liked
Kiss somebody who's not my type
And it won't feel right

So let me be sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right

You're all over my mind, yeah
I tried to find a new muse
Can't believe what you did, no
I don't really want to
I got thoughts in my mind, yeah
And it feels so loud
Could pretend that I'm fine
But I don't really know how

It hits me like a tsunami
Oh, I feel you over my body
Oh, yeah, hey
Hate bein' so damn honest
You have my heart, but you don't even want it
No, you don't even want it

I'll let my friends take me out
On another night to some bar I, know you never liked
Kiss somebody who's not my type
And it won't feel right

So let me be sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right

My friends tell me I'm good, but
Can I feel it too?
Wanna drink his lips off
But all I taste is you, yeah
Make the most of my days
And tell myself that you're gone
I don't wanna be right out
Missing you is so wrong

It hits me like a tsunami
Mmm, I feel you over my body
Oh, yeah, hey
Hate bein' so damn honest
You have my heart, but you don't even want it
No, you don't even want it

I'll let my friends take me out
On another night to some bar I, know you never liked
Kiss somebody who's not my type
And it won't feel right

So let me be sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right

You're all over my mind, yeah
I tried to find a new muse
Can't believe what you did, no
I don't really want to
I got thoughts in my mind, yeah
And it feels so loud
Could pretend that I'm fine
But I don't really know how

It hits me like a tsunami
Oh, I feel you over my body
Oh, yeah, hey
Hate bein' so damn honest
You have my heart, but you don't even want it
No, you don't even want it

I'll let my friends take me out
On another night to some bar I, know you never liked
Kiss somebody who's not my type
And it won't feel right

So let me be sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right

If I could take back what I said, I wouldn't
'Cause this doesn't feel like love as I understood it
And I can't afford to throw you a line when I shouldn't
'Cause you are losing me

And I wish that I could change my point of view
So I could see you the way I want to
And I hope you realize what you put me through
You are losing me

You're gonna wish that I wasn't loving someone new
You're gonna wish that I was sleeping next to you
You're gonna wish that you never broke my heart in two
And you weren't losing me when I have already lost you

You're gonna wake up all alone in the morning
And you're gonna wish you could go back to before this
You're gonna tell all of your friends that you're broken (broken)
'Cause you are losing me ('cause you are losing me)

And I wish that I could change my point of view
So I could see you the way I want to
And I hope you realize what you put me through
You are losing me

You're gonna wish that I wasn't loving someone new
You're gonna wish that I was sleeping next to you
You're gonna wish that you never broke my heart in two
And you weren't losing me when I have already lost you

You're gonna wish that you never broke my heart in two
And you weren't losing me when I have already lost you

My friends tell me I'm good, but
Can I feel it too?
Wanna drink his lips off
But all I taste is you, yeah
Make the most of my days
And tell myself that you're gone
I don't wanna be right out
Missing you is so wrong

It hits me like a tsunami
Mmm, I feel you over my body
Oh, yeah, hey
Hate bein' so damn honest
You have my heart, but you don't even want it
No, you don't even want it

I'll let my friends take me out
On another night to some bar I, know you never liked
Kiss somebody who's not my type
And it won't feel right

So let me be sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right

You're all over my mind, yeah
I tried to find a new muse
Can't believe what you did, no
I don't really want to
I got thoughts in my mind, yeah
And it feels so loud
Could pretend that I'm fine
But I don't really know how

It hits me like a tsunami
Oh, I feel you over my body
Oh, yeah, hey
Hate bein' so damn honest
You have my heart, but you don't even want it
No, you don't even want it

I'll let my friends take me out
On another night to some bar I, know you never liked
Kiss somebody who's not my type
And it won't feel right

So let me be sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right

My friends tell me I'm good, but
Can I feel it too?
Wanna drink his lips off
But all I taste is you, yeah
Make the most of my days
And tell myself that you're gone
I don't wanna be right out
Missing you is so wrong

It hits me like a tsunami
Mmm, I feel you over my body
Oh, yeah, hey
Hate bein' so damn honest
You have my heart, but you don't even want it
No, you don't even want it

I'll let my friends take me out
On another night to some bar I, know you never liked
Kiss somebody who's not my type
And it won't feel right

So let me be sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right

You're all over my mind, yeah
I tried to find a new muse
Can't believe what you did, no
I don't really want to
I got thoughts in my mind, yeah
And it feels so loud
Could pretend that I'm fine
But I don't really know how

It hits me like a tsunami
Oh, I feel you over my body
Oh, yeah, hey
Hate bein' so damn honest
You have my heart, but you don't even want it
No, you don't even want it

I'll let my friends take me out
On another night to some bar I, know you never liked
Kiss somebody who's not my type
And it won't feel right

So let me be sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right

How lucky am I? How lucky am I? Yeah
To love somebody, to love somebody
How lucky am I? How lucky am I? Yeah
To love somebody, to love somebody like

You are the voice in my head, something I cannot forget
Your word is gospel and I want you
Movin' at the speed of light, two wrongs could still make a right
If you believe it and I want to

How lucky am I? How lucky am I? Yeah
To love somebody, to love somebody
How lucky am I? How lucky am I? Yeah
To love somebody, to love somebody like

Sometimes I wish you would've stayed in my dreams
'Cause now that you're real, now I could lose you
Nothin' lasts forever ain't as bad as it seems
'Cause my favorite thing to do is to do nothin' with you

How lucky am I? How lucky am I? Yeah
To love somebody, to love somebody
How lucky am I? How lucky am I? Yeah
To love somebody, to love somebody like

To love somebody, to love somebody
(How lucky am I? Yeah)
To love somebody, to love somebody

It's not every day you could hear me say, you could hear me
I love somebody, I love somebody
It's not every day you could hear me say, you could hear me
I love somebody, I love somebody, yeah

My friends tell me I'm good, but
Can I feel it too?
Wanna drink his lips off
But all I taste is you, yeah
Make the most of my days
And tell myself that you're gone
I don't wanna be right out
Missing you is so wrong

It hits me like a tsunami
Mmm, I feel you over my body
Oh, yeah, hey
Hate bein' so damn honest
You have my heart, but you don't even want it
No, you don't even want it

I'll let my friends take me out
On another night to some bar I, know you never liked
Kiss somebody who's not my type
And it won't feel right

So let me be sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right

You're all over my mind, yeah
I tried to find a new muse
Can't believe what you did, no
I don't really want to
I got thoughts in my mind, yeah
And it feels so loud
Could pretend that I'm fine
But I don't really know how

It hits me like a tsunami
Oh, I feel you over my body
Oh, yeah, hey
Hate bein' so damn honest
You have my heart, but you don't even want it
No, you don't even want it

I'll let my friends take me out
On another night to some bar I, know you never liked
Kiss somebody who's not my type
And it won't feel right

So let me be sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right
Sad tonight, sad tonight, sad tonight
'Cause it feels so right
Yeah, it feels so right

This is only the beginning

Four shots deep, I'm out alone again
'Cause I don't really know who to call friend, yeah
Should have stayed home, but I'd rather pretend
That I'm not gonna lose it, I know what I'm doing, yeah

I call you, but you never pick up
Maybe I'm just asking too much, yeah
Thought I'd know it all by 21
But I still don't know

How to be human
Still don't know how to be human
I don't know what I am doing
Please tell me how to be human

4 AM and I can't sleep again
I don't know God, but I know that I sin
I wanna love, but I have thicker skin
Now that somebody has hurt me
Heart was broken early, yeah

I call you, but you never pick up
Maybe I'm just asking too much, yeah
Thought I'd know it all by 21
But I still don't know

How to be human
Still don't know how to be human
I don't know what I am doing
Please tell me how to be human

I call you, but you never pick up
Maybe I'm just asking too much, yeah
Thought I'd know it all by 21

I haven't heard you say goodnight
Slip both your hands between my thighs
Turn out the light, pulling me in
Counting the freckles that dapple my skin

I haven't felt you scratch my back
I make a joke cause I know you will laugh
My favorite sound, I hope that you still
Laugh just as much now I'm not there to hear

And I'll lay awake hoping that you're asleep in your building that's only sixteen blocks from mine
And I'll sleep all day hoping that you're awake loving every moment and doing alright
You said if I really love you then I'd understand why a person like you needs some time
So I'll let you go, and hope you come home, if you're really mine

You were my sun, I saw a light
I've always been happy but sad in this life
But you gave me more, something to keep
Now I'm counting how many Ks put me to sleep

I want you to smile, to feel like enough
Cause you deserve yellow and lions and love
I hope you come back when you're doing well
Forgive me for being the worst of myself

And I'll lay awake hoping that you're asleep in your building that's only sixteen blocks from mine
And I'll sleep all day hoping that you're awake loving every moment and doing alright
You said if I really love you then I'd understand why a person like you needs some time
So I'll let you go, and hope you come home, if you're really mine

I watch the sun go down at the beach
And think about kissing you back in your jeep
Watching the wind make home in you hair
And thinking that I could die happy right there

I took my phone to tape as you walked
Down the rye coast with your hand in my palm
So I never forget how it feels to be home
So when I close my eyes, that's where I go

And I'll lay awake hoping that you're asleep in your building that's only sixteen blocks from mine
And I'll sleep all day hoping that you're awake loving every moment and doing alright
You said if I really love you then I'd understand why a person like you needs some time
So I'll let you go, and hope you come home, if you're really mine

I haven't heard you say goodnight
Slip both your hands between my thighs
Turn out the light, pulling me in
Counting the freckles that dapple my skin

I haven't felt you scratch my back
I make a joke cause I know you will laugh
My favorite sound, I hope that you still
Laugh just as much now I'm not there to hear

And I'll lay awake hoping that you're asleep in your building that's only sixteen blocks from mine
And I'll sleep all day hoping that you're awake loving every moment and doing alright
You said if I really love you then I'd understand why a person like you needs some time
So I'll let you go, and hope you come home, if you're really mine

You were my sun, I saw a light
I've always been happy but sad in this life
But you gave me more, something to keep
Now I'm counting how many Ks put me to sleep

I want you to smile, to feel like enough
Cause you deserve yellow and lions and love
I hope you come back when you're doing well
Forgive me for being the worst of myself

And I'll lay awake hoping that you're asleep in your building that's only sixteen blocks from mine
And I'll sleep all day hoping that you're awake loving every moment and doing alright
You said if I really love you then I'd understand why a person like you needs some time
So I'll let you go, and hope you come home, if you're really mine

I watch the sun go down at the beach
And think about kissing you back in your jeep
Watching the wind make home in you hair
And thinking that I could die happy right there

I took my phone to tape as you walked
Down the rye coast with your hand in my palm
So I never forget how it feels to be home
So when I close my eyes, that's where I go

And I'll lay awake hoping that you're asleep in your building that's only sixteen blocks from mine
And I'll sleep all day hoping that you're awake loving every moment and doing alright
You said if I really love you then I'd understand why a person like you needs some time
So I'll let you go, and hope you come home, if you're really mine