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Apartment is empty
And lately, it scares me
I've gotten too good
At being alone

Outside I hear parties
From my window, I'm watching
Just wish I was watching
With somebody close

I'm no one's number one
Sure I've got friends
But they've all got better friends, all got
Someone they'd rather call
Wonder what it's like
Knowing someone's there for me for life
Been good at moving on since I was just a kid
But now at 21 it's such a lonely way to live
Being no one's number one
Just wanna be the first one someone thinks of

Like, right when they wake up
I'm their first text, their first thought
I'm the one they call up
To show off what they're proud of

I would tell 'em everything about my day
How I slept in, how I was late
'Cause I drove to the wrong place
Then I stopped and got a coffee on the way

I'm used to keeping it all to myself
But lately, it's been hell

I'm no one's number one
Sure I've got friends
But they've all got better friends
All got someone they'd rather call
Wonder what it's like
Knowing someone's there for me for life
Been good at moving on since I was just a kid
But now at 21 it's such a lonely way to live
Being no one's number one
Just wanna be the first one someone thinks of

Just wanna be the first one someone thinks of
'Cause I'm no one's number one
Just wanna be the first one someone thinks of