A decade passes in a blink of an eye
Don't know if I should be
Happy or cry
It's giving me anxiety still
I don't know my why
Or what I'm supposed to be here
If needing to have purpose is
So important
Guess I'll just keep being disappointment
Still tryna figure out the reasons why
I don't feel I belong here
If this is 30
Scared I'm not ready
To let go
Of old ways
But I'm all grown up
On a new page
Does this mean
I'm over
What if I
Don't ever find lover
Or if time flies by to be a mother
I don't know if I'm ready for my 30s
I did a lot of things that I regret
As the time goes by
I can admit
Those memories I keep
Under my bed
Will live with me forever
But at least I have tough skin
And learned a few lessons
Became a best friend
To my inner child
Don't care what the rest say
Ms. independent
Stupid and dumb for a while
If this is 30
Scared I'm not ready
To let go
Of old ways
But I'm all grown up
On a new page
Does this mean
I'm over
What if I
Don't ever find lover
Or if time flies by to be a mother
I don't know if I'm ready for my 30s
But I'm living in the moment
Yeah I'm here the moment
Yeah I'm living in the moment