Chico Linx - Enemy (feat. Zehav.A) Lyrics

Lonely nights
When I'm sitting in the kitchen
And I'm gripping to a knife
Like is it really worth living
I ain't have it worst, but I had it bad
Thinking 'bout the bags that I wish I had
Nah, I'm fronting
Never cared for what's material or superficial
I yearn for blood 'cause it's the only thing that's beneficial
When I say blood, I mean the people always there for me
Created memories and never judged me for my dirt
Try to change, but deep inside me
I'm still living with a curse
Like feeling like making dealings
Go killing whoever did it
The day they burglarized my mother's house
I smoked a half an ounce
I'm staying strong, but still I cry
When no one else around
To see me or to pity me
That's never what I needed
I just need a seed
To have a reason, to keep breathing
'Bout to kneel down to the floor
And start screaming out to the ceiling
Want to give up all this anger
But it's tough to press the feeling

I'm my own worst enemy
Someone come and set me free

All I know is struggle
Feeding at the bottom
Everybody else above you
Neighbors overdosing
Turned to planking on the rubble
Things that make you want to cuddle
With a woman that's legit
Not another easy bitch
That turns a single to homerun
It's shameful how these hoes run
Don't even sit a lap
And niggas still be chasing
Like my nigga why you cap
Next morning after boning
You might wake up with the clap
Not any of my business
I'm just stating out the facts
And it's tough to trust a person
With these knives stuck in my back
I'll be the first one to react
If I'm feeling like you be acting
How can we act friends
Your either with me or against
There ain't no back against the fence
I do not want to offend
But I really hate pretend
They say that lying is a sin
We all some atheist
'Cause everybody keeping secrets
Ain't no shame in it, Fiona
Came from out the swamp
I will forever be a loner

I'm my own worst enemy
Someone come and set me free

Lonely nights (Breathe)
When I'm gripping to a knife
When I'm gripping to a knife, yeah yeah
Lonely nights
L-l-lonely nights
When I'm gripping to a knife
When I'm gripping to a knife, yeah yeah
L-l-lonely nights
When I'm gripping to a knife
When I'm gripping to a knife, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah