I was doing my best to assure you I knew what I had to do.
Even if you bought it, I've gotta find better ways to convince myself.
Everyone is swimming laps, I can barely float without something to hold onto.
I see the way you look at me, I know the way you think.
I'm just gonna waste it,
I'm just gonna waste it.
I was doing my best to stop the walls around me from caving in.
There's no more revolutions, no more holiday.
Everyone I wish was near is slipping further away.
I'm exactly like you in not a single way.
I'm not gonna waste it,
I'm not gonna waste it.
I, I don't wanna be wasting my life,
On the outside looking in.
You are, you're just wasting your time,
I'll never be anything you want me to be.
Oh, look at me now without your love.
I can still hold myself up.
Look at me now without your love
I'm not gonna waste it,
I'm not gonna waste it.
I, I don't wanna be wasting my life,
On the outside looking in.
You are, you're just wasting your time,
I'll never be anything you want me to be.
Oh, look at me now without your love.
I can still hold myself up.
Look at me now without your love
I'm not gonna waste it,
I'm not gonna waste it."