Chris Cacavas and Junkyard love - I Didnt Mean That Lyrics

I said I never loved you - I didn't mean it
I said I don't think of you - I didn't mean that
and when I never held you - I didn't mean that
and when I made you cry - I didn't mean that
and when I drank too much - I didn't mean that
and when I used you for a crush - I didn't mean that
and when I talked too much - I didn't mean that
and when I said good-bye - I didn't mean that
I didn't mean that

I had too much to think
and now it's going to my head
anything I give
everything I said
now I'm all alone
and my house is not a home
and I'm heavy with love I've never shown

and all those times I cashed my cheque and gave you not a single dollar
and everytime I came home with cheap perfume upon my collar
and all those nights I made you stay up just to hear me holler
and all those times I used your back to make me a little little bit taller
I didn't mean that
I didn't mean that

I had too much to think
and now it's going to my head
anything I give
everything I said
now I'm all alone
and my house my house is not a home
and I'm heavy with love I've never shown