Chrispyd - downward spiral Lyrics

Things went from bad to worse
Finally got what I deserved
Keep burning bridges but I never learn
Got a mess to clean up like a janitor
Do me dirty & I'll do you worse
Yeah revenge is sweet but it never works
Put my pride aside, accept the hurt
But it's difficult when you're immature
True story I'm a basketcase
Always f*ck shit up then I'm saving face
That behavior's now commonplace
My feelings keep getting in the way
Of my progress & my growth
If I don't change quick then I'm toast
Could you please put the noose around my throat
Cause I finally lost all my hope
I'm on a downward spiral
The last few years were spent in denial
I'm moody & volatile
You never know when I'm gonna explode
I'm on a downward spiral
The last few years were spent in denial
Childish & juvenile
You never know when I'm gonna explode
Gonna slip need to get a grasp
Once you lose you mind you'll never get it back
No
No
No
No
No
On a downward spiral
And in denial, like it's going out of style
Been awhile
Since I been in this miserable, terrible downward spiral
Things went from bad to worse
Finally got what I deserved
Keep burning bridges but I never learn
Got a mess to clean up like a janitor
Do me dirty & I'll do you worse
Yeah revenge is sweet but it never works
Put my pride aside, accept the hurt
But it's difficult when you're immature
True story I'm a basketcase
Always f*ck shit up then I'm saving face
That behavior's now commonplace
My feelings keep getting in the way
Of my progress & my growth
If I don't change quick then I'm toast
Could you please put the noose around my throat
Cause I finally lost all my hope