Christian James - tuesday Lyrics

Maybe it's the lies that I tell myself
To help me get to sleep when I'm freaking out
It's really just me that I'm scared of now
I'm wearing down
Might never find peace
Guess I'll wait it out
Running down the beach
Then I tripped and fell
Woke up was a dream
No I couldn't tell
What it means
But it was bittersweet
Because it's the middle of December
And I miss the heat
It's Tuesday
I'm sitting on the sofa
Are you coming over
Or are you over me
Confuse me
Use me like a holster
Lose all your composure
Just please don't ever leave
In a constant state of anxiety
Start tensing up
Then it gets hard to breathe
Still not enough
Don't think I'll ever be
Sensory overload
Obsessed with the way I'm perceived
Guess twenty seven
Is the youngest that I'll ever be
She said the grass is always greener
But it don't look green to me
The days just start to blend together
Stuck in my routine
And yeah I'm getting pretty tired of staring at a screen
I can't run away
Gotta face it now
No more time to waste on fear and doubt
All of those mistakes
Are what made me myself
I can't run away
Gotta face it now
No more time to waste on fear and doubt
All of those mistakes
Are what made me myself
It's Tuesday
I'm sitting on the sofa
Are you coming over
Or are you over me
Confuse me
Use me like a holster
Lose all your composure
Just please don't ever leave