Addiction Video (MV)

Lord is just me and you right now and it's you in me
You got a second cause man I need to speak but
I don't know where to start
I know that everything that's coming out my mouth is straight from my heart
1st off
I wanna thank you for making my mother sober
It's like when she found Christ yo she found all hope
And I
Really hope that this can happen for my sister
I've been prayin several years but in the past I really messed up
Man
Please forgive me I should have never pushed away
When she got locked and tazed and she was pregnant with a baby
Know I'm learning how to love and my heart is wide open
There's addiction all around me and it's up to me to trust it
Man
I thought my mother be in saved would help me cope with a lot
But when my cousin Marky died I didn't know how to cry
And I still see it till this day
He was found dead on those tracks
With his veins tied tight
And his arms full of tracks
Man I've been looking at the minutes like their hours
Praying to the Lord liked please give me showers
O I've been lost in addiction Lord
I've been lost I need vision Lord
I've been looking at the minutes like their hours
Praying to the Lord like please give me showers
O I've been lost in addiction Lord
I've been lost I need vision Lord
They found him in a Room that was fully crowded with thoughts
Without a source or even knowing that he had to fall
Just a pack of Skittles and a dose or adderall and you can find them in the background trying to cry it off
Molestation is what he stuck with
In his mind
But he deals with it cause he feels he will be fine
Hes only 9
But years later when hes older the addiction starts to creep in
Now hes reaching for the lust
It got him trapped up in is deep skin
Demons he envited in are fighting for the life in him
It's bad when it's louder sin
But worse when it is quiet sin
All the years hes hidin it
It got him lost inside his head
The porno fix can't help him heal
All it does is drown his stress
Now I'm really come in out
Cause I can't take no more of it
It was me really me and now you see the light of it
Addiction all around me and it's up to me to trust it
But Lord I'm not gonna lie when I tell you I'm gonna crush it
Man I've been looking at the minutes like their hours
Praying to the Lord liked please give me showers
O I've been lost in addiction Lord
I've been lost I need vision Lord
I've been looking at the minutes like their hours
Praying to the Lord like please give me showers
O I've been lost in addiction Lord
I've been lost I need vision Lord
All my life
All I seen
Was addiction
All around me
Generation
To generation
It's a curse
And it hounds me
But I won't
Let it drowned me
I will stand
My ground
In the name
Of Jesus
I rebuke you
You're gone