Christopher Vause - Nothing to Gain (feat. Lace) Lyrics

Yeah
Ugh
Yup, last take

Left me, with nothing to gain
I be, gettin' drunk on a plane
Trying to, escape this pain
Last call, don't exist in my brain
Left me, with nothing to gain
Don't know, If I'm staying in my lane
Just had, too many to drink
Can't see, can barely even think

Left me, with nothing to my name
Gave you, just about everything
They knew, didn't have any shame
Then you, went and did this sh** again
Pull up to the bar and I'm drinking all night
Pour a couple shots then I start to recite
Roll a couple bl**** then I proceed to ignite
Numbing the pain man I'm doing alright
Tell me what to do, just look me in my eyes
Everybody knew and I was so damn blind
Who the f*** is you, can't even recognize
Acting out a role, yeah you was wearing a disguise
All Lows, can't remember any highs
Now I'm, doing all self prescribes
A****, *****, *** and dirty Sprite
Now I, be lifting to the sky
So high, yeah I'm trying to see the light
Falling, just trying to hold on tight
Overdose, nah not just quiet
On edge, could jump just might

Left me, with nothing to gain
I be, gettin' drunk on a plane
Trying to, escape this pain
Last call, don't exist in my brain
Left me, with nothing to gain
Don't know, If I'm staying in my lane
Just had, too many to drink
Can't see, can barely even think

I think I need some help
I'm consuming alcohol and my wrist looks like hell
I thought this was forever but I'm left by myself
I just can't accept the fact we're not together parallel
But I'ma change subjects, I'm driving drunk right now
Going 80 on a 40 and I'm not slowing down
Knowing my life is f***** cause what goes comes around
And I done did so many s*** that could make god frown
That can make an angel drown
So it's time to pay the price
I'm going in, pushing the gas
Running every red light
Drunk thinking bout love
Thinking bout you, everything we been through
Hell and back, I was left burning and attacked
By all the good times that we had cause I can never have it back
Popping P***** to relax
But none of that s*** works
In fact it makes it worse
You said it was forever till we died
I thought that was bulls*** the day you said goodbye
But now it makes sense
I know what you meant
Cause yes we are apart but I can't seem to get you out my mind and my heart
And I'ma live with this forever
Forever

Left me, with nothing to gain
I be, gettin' drunk on a plane
Trying to, escape this pain
Last call, don't exist in my brain
Left me, with nothing to gain
Don't know, If I'm staying in my lane
Just had, too many to drink
Can't see, can barely even think