Chrxstn - Hidden Inside Lyrics

Now little boy
You've been fighting them demons
You pray the whole world
Come together to beat 'em
It's reaching a limit
Still feeling depleted
So help me describe it
I know that you've seen 'em
So sit for a second
And let it emerge
All that emotion
You hid in a hearse
Feel like the reaper done caught us a case
Keep waking up
How you know that you beat it
They wanted a drop
So we called a little meeting
And checked all the digits
It smells like they're scheming
It's red like the flag on the window
Go tint it
'Cause feelings we bottle
Get lost in a minute
And all that lil' rage is corrupting your spirit
Time of arrival
Dependant on spirit
Tired of this job
Smoke for a minute
Only way to drop this addiction
To quit it
Heart still cold
Like winter
Huh
Still f*ck a church
Till they find a new meaning
Might sprint off the scene with
Collections of heathens
Till they put him in front of
A judge looking like Keenan
And they can envy us
Paranoia does
Liquor in the plus
Still got that double cup
Pardon, we're getting too blunt
We bring the party
It's breaking the front
Depression a weapon
Like Amber to Musk
Picking it up just to turn it to dust
Roll all your sorrow to finish a rush
Hidden inside
Hidden inside
Feeling the rush
Hidden inside
Hidden inside
Feeling the r-
Vodka told us we could never turn into a land mine
You could never really tell who's been up in my head, like
It don't really matter
The hate is on us
So we mix up these drugs
Nigga dont interrupt
Let me handle my business
Get paid for the lust
When you're living coex
You don't know who to trust
Say you're watching
Put your odds in
We can't handle depression
So purple mags in, yeah
Say you're watching
Put your odds in
Get your anti-depressants off my co-merican essence
I miss Barbadian presence
But don't fit living in the culture
These melodies
They constantly been bouncing off my concience
Feeling too nauseaus
Please steady those caustics
Living like a pirate
Way I'm fighting for this-
Treasure inside of my mind
But it's guarded by fiends
So I'm never invited
Then I'll be off of that liquor
When pockets get bigger
I feel like the Midas, huh
Venom is all that's inside
Roll with the spite
You already knew that, huh
Mix some victim on the train
Bringing the rain
I keep my nina
Lil' strap on the right, yuh
Tell Alexi
We ain't get the message
Childhood dreams
Used to go obsessive
Intertwined in the way it shine
I'm living obvious
You can't cope with the pain
I broke
I can't cope with the way I float
Hot-box model
Weigh the boat
I don't need your options
Too defensive
Modern weapon
Don't mean to cause this
He asked for a potion
So controlled emotion
Is what it cost him
Six-feet deep
Through the reeds
Go to sleep
Steady alchemy
What you need
For counting sheep
He had a dream they corrupted the fleet
Peter Pan need a soul to eat
Several women feel like referees
So I'm in the bleachers
With a soul to keep
Liase in london
En Geneve convention
That agression never helped you out the session
Ready to spin it
Two in the chamber today for a minute
I feel like a Meeseeks
Do all his bidding
The title is fitting
So watch what the heat sees
Micro-aggression my new favourite weapon
But I do not need these
Just part of the kid that you knew when
He tried to meet jesus
Can't describe the reason
Now little boy
You'vebeen fighting them demons
You pray the whole world
Come together to beat 'em
It's reaching a limit
Still feeling depleted
Help me describe it
I know that you've seen 'em
So sit for a second
And let it emerge
All that emotion
You hid in a hearse
Feel like the reaper done caught us a case
If you keep waking up
How you know that you beat it
Yeah, yeah