Circumstances - Remorse Code Lyrics

Cracking the code I wrote
Encrypted with all the lies I told
Curious anecdote
Told to help me shed this misery
Am I the only one that feels this way
Accepting self loathing
Will I ever love myself
Or am I just destined to rot on the shelf
I didn't wanna believe
What my eyes told me
(I never wanted it this way)
But now I finally see
That the cure for loneliness is six feet deep
So
I Burned The Letter That I Wrote
And All The Lies That I Once Told
Tell Me What I Already Know
Shattered And Tattered Is My Ego
I didn't wanna believe
What my eyes told me
(I never wanted it this way)
But now I finally see
That the cure for loneliness is six feet deep
Every bone in my body is shaking
I don't subject myself to wishful thinking
If I don't love myself for who I am
Then what's the point
What's the point of living
I didn't wanna believe
That this would never be anything to me
So now I fight the pain
I Never Wanted It This Way