Circus Variety Act - Disposition Lyrics

I still remember
Sunshine on acid
Crayons melting
My brain's gone flaccid
Strangers surround me
I can't feel my fingers
The shadows enter
A sense of dread lingers

Why won't this end
I just wanna sleep
Can someone help me
There's patterns on my hands and feet
She whispers to me
She sees sunflowers
It's purgatory
I've been stuck here for hours

I still remember
A time when I didn't itch
Nobody warned me
Lucy could be such a bitch
Blanket over my head
I've forgotten your name
These thoughts aren't my own
Tell me you feel the same

Disposition
Sorry man
People's ears
Sorry man
Disposition
Sorry man
People's ears
Sorry man