Claire Rosinkranz - Mess Lyrics

How do I lay this down?
Every time you're around
I wanna be close to you
Move in the way you do

Know that you know me best
Feel your name on my chest
When I'm with you, it's rest
Why am I such a mess? Oh

Holding my hand 'til
Three in the morning
Pouring my heart in pieces
Too scared to say it sober
Get it over my lips after taking a sip
I'm so problematic
Acting erratic, how do I feel?
Don't wanna listen, got some ambition to
Hate what is given

And I just wanna go home
I'm glad that you didn't leave me alone
So why did I leave the best thing I had?
It's sad that I run to somebody else
'Cause I'm too afraid that I'll mess up the one thing
That's good in my life
It's the one thing that's good in my life

How do I heal my head?
Take back some things I said
Erase the in-between
Pick up mistakes by me

Maybe I've learned my lesson
Got a lot of confessing
Consequences undressing
Is this a curse or is this a blessing?

Holding my hand 'til
Three in the morning
Pouring my heart in pieces
Too scared to say it sober
Get it over my lips after taking a sip
I'm so problematic
Acting erratic, how do I feel?
Don't wanna listen, got some ambition to
Hate what is given

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