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Tryna love my life
Yahweh painting with the clouds
Sirens in the night
Sleeping peaceful with those sounds
Wifey on my right
From the start she held it down
Mind wasn't right
Went outside my soul was showered
Niggas stayed inside
Went outside and I saw power
Then I needed time
Accused me of not being 'round
Been here my whole life
Care more 'bout my family now but don't have all my family 'round
Back to back to back some members in the ground
So it's match to pack the hair is loud
Felt like I've been in a hole, can't keep from falling down
So if I get a rope and a dutch I'm skipping town
Vision blurry but could see the past way clearer now
Speaking through me this the most me and my cousins talked I look more like them niggas now
Looking more to Yahweh less at figures now
Public ones, money sum both have let me down
Niggas need they phones snatched y'all are not profound
People claiming hoods that they were never 'round
Fell back in love with my ends, they tryna move us out
Money buildings billing niggas stupid amounts
Those I looked up to is getting down with the program
Back few years same niggas fighting with both hands
I get scared too but don't give a damn if the scale's ground
Don't play with a nigga, it's different tools with the same plan
Saw I was more hero than my heroes
They sold me real but all they choices made by dinero
I'm 'bout getting paper but don't waver on my arrows
Some niggas couldn't hold the balance, path we on is narrow
Outside for a bit then it got crowded
To check the bags under my eyes that price would be astounding
Fatigue was on my face, couldn't even lie about it
They had us in the first half can't even lie to you
THought I was gonna die nigga, got too hard to try nigga
Winters in my city like a death sentence
Thought I wouldn't make it through before the job finish
Tryna love my life
Yahweh painting with the clouds
Sirens in the night
Sleeping peaceful with those sounds
Wifey on my right
From the start she held it down
Mind wasn't right
Went outside my soul was showered
Niggas stayed inside
Went outside and I saw power
Been here my whole life
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