Clairo - Immunity Album Lyrics

In Massachusetts, only thirty minutes from Alewife
I lay in my room
Wonderin' why I've got this life
I met you by surprise
You were hangin' out all the time
But you know you saved me from doin'
Something to myself that night

You called me seven times
One, two, three, four, on the line
I didn't mean to scare you
Just had the thoughts in my mind
They showed up to my door
My parents didn't know what for
Swear I could've done it
If you weren't there when I hit the floor

It's been so long
And you've been my sister all along
But you know I'll be alright
Eighth grade was never that tight

How are you feeling?
How are you doing?
I'm sorry, just wanted to hear your voice, so clear
What are you thinking?
Am I amusing?
It's so strange to talk after all these years

What does it mean, and
It's so confusing
All my old feelings coming back to me
When was the last time
I saw your face?
Know it like the back of my hand, I'd say
And you know I'm not dumb anymore
I picked up the books you threw to the floor
Put them back on the shelf
Don't you see how much I want your help?

And I know we're not the same as we were
Used to be falling hard, but now it just hurts
Me so bad
And you know that I can't hold back
All of these worries that I've had
'Bout you

And I know
That it's time
To forget how I'm feeling, don't want to give in
But I know
Know that it's right
To listen to my breathing and start believing myself
And I know
That it's time
To forget how I'm feeling, don't want to give in
But I know
Know that it's right
To listen to my breathing and start believing myself

Whoa, myself
Myself

And I know we're not the same as we were
Used to be falling hard, but now it just hurts
Me so bad
And you know that I can't hold back
All of these worries that I've had
'Bout you

I feel it in my bones
Even when I'm alone
Mama said, "I told you so"
Going down a different road
You call me late at night
I pick up every time
Wish that I could rewind
Get some peace of mind

Shut up
Don't wanna hear it, now, I'm fed up
Wish I could say it was enough (oh)
To make me walk away
And I'm messed up
'Cause every time I start to get up
And now my head feels f*cked up
And I know it won't change

The things you do
Only make me want to get closer to you
And the things that you say
Only make me want to stay

Can't push me away
I'm not going, I'll wait
You know this street runs two ways, say
So I need to hear your voice
Know I'm standing here by choice
And I can't hear the background noise, anyway

Shut up
Don't wanna hear it, now, I'm fed up
Wish I could say it was enough (oh)
To make me walk away
And I'm messed up
'Cause every time I start to get up
And now my head feels f*cked up
And I know it won't change

The things you do
Only make me want to get closer to you
And the things that you say
Only make me want to stay

I'm nervous, couldn't tell you why
Touching me, hands warm on my thighs
And I know I could turn a blind eye
Afraid of what I'm gonna find
Does it really have to be this way?
Oh, when my body hasn't felt the same?
Since you left my apartment
Think how it feels to have your scent

I just want to let you know
I'm seeing sides that you don't show
And I know that we got some potential
'Cause that love you gave me was so gentle

Do you think that you could stay?
I need more time, I need to get away from you
For my lover
Spinning all on the ground
Is it all I have? What are you saying?
Usually I'd be fine, but my head is spinning
I never let anybody in
Somehow you got under my skin

Never seen a face like yours
I got it together but my breath feels short
I don't wanna close the door
Maybe I should just go up north

All I'm tryna say
Is I miss you in every way
Fingertips on my back
Things I know that I can't have

Never seen a face like yours
I got it together but my breath feels short
I don't wanna close the door
Maybe I should just go up north

(Maybe I should just go up north)
(Maybe I should just go up north)

Every second counts
I don't wanna talk to you anymore, and
All these little games
You can call me by the name I gave you
Yesterday, yeah
Every minute counts
I don't wanna watch TV anymore, yeah
Can you figure me out?
Just doin' to waste more time on the couch

Can you see me? I'm waiting for the right time
I can't read you, but if you want, the pleasure's all mine
Can you see me using everything to hold back?
I guess this could be worse
Walkin' out the door with your bags
Walkin' out the door with your bags
Walkin' out the door with your bags
Walkin' out the door with your bags

Pour your glass of wine
Mitchell told me I should be just fine, yeah
Cases under the bed
Spill it open, let it rush to my head
I don't wanna be forward, I don't wanna cut corners
Savor this with everything I have inside of me
I'm not the type to run, I know that we're having fun
But what's the rush? Kissing, then my cheeks are so flushed

Tell you how I felt
Sugar coated melting in your mouth
Pardon my emotions
I should probably keep it all to myself
Know you'd make fun of me
Know you'd make fun of me
Know you'd make fun of me
Know you'd make fun of me

Can you see me? I'm waiting for the right time
I can't read you, but if you want, the pleasure's all mine
Can you see me using everything to hold back?
I guess this could be worse
Walkin' out the door with your bags
Walkin' out the door with your bags
Walkin' out the door with your bags
Walkin' out the door with your bags

Is it alright
To feel this way so early?
And in my blood
All the sweet nothings fallin' in love overnight

Didn't mean to get so close
And I know that I should probably go
But I got this feeling
Tell me, girl, I gotta know

Touch you softly
I call you up late at night
Know that it isn't right
But you could be my one and only
You get me in the mood
Know what I'm tryna do
Do you think that we can move
Closer, baby? I want you
Yeah, yeah

And all my life
Been wanting this forever, oh
And in my mind
Think of ways to ask you, "Why don't you come over sometime?"

Didn't mean to get so close
And I know that I should probably go
But I got this feeling
Tell me, girl, I gotta know

Touch you softly
I call you up late at night
Know that it isn't right
But you could be my one and only
You get me in the mood
Know what I'm tryna do
Do you think that we can move
Closer, baby? I want you
Yeah, yeah

And I don't care what they say
And I don't care what they say
Care what they say to me
I'm doing it differently
Baby
I'm doing it differently

I think we could do it if we tried
If only to say you're mine
Sofia, know that you and I
Shouldn't feel like a crime

I think we could do it if we tried
If only to say you're mine
Sofia, know that you and I
Shouldn't feel like a crime

You know I'll do anything you ask me to
But oh my God, I think I'm in love with you
Standin' here alone now, think that we can drive around
I just wanna say how I love you with your hair down
Baby, you don't gotta fight, I'll be here 'til the end of time
Wishin' that you were mine, pull you in, it's alright

I think we could do it if we tried
If only to say you're mine
Sofia, know that you and I
Shouldn't feel like a crime

Honey, I don't want it to fade
There's things that I know could get in the way
I don't want to say goodbye
And I think that we could do it if we tried

I think we could do it if we tried
If only to say you're mine
Sofia, know that you and I
Shouldn't feel like a crime

I think we could do it (I think we could, I think we could do it, if, if, if)
If we tried (we could, we could, you're mine)
I think we could do it (Sofia, know that you, you, you and I)
If we tried (shouldn't feel like a crime)
Sofia, know that you and I (I think we could, I think we could do it, we could, we could)
Shouldn't feel like a crime (do it, do it, you're mine) (get in the way)
Sofia, know that you and I (Sofia, know that you, you, you and I shouldn't feel)
Oh, oh (like a crime) (do it if we tried)

Piece it all
Back together again
Didn't get along
Been four years since
We had it all
And you were my friend
Those days got away
Hope you find solace in this

I was fifteen when
I first felt loneliness
Cut my hair
Only listened to Loveless

Grown apart and we're so far gone
But I'm waving the white flag
Sending my love back, move on

Laughing at me
You kick me when I'm down
Oh, how can you pretend
You didn't say that now?
Wish you the best
I know that you're stressed out
But you know in small towns
What goes around comes back around

Traveled so far on my own
I don't know where I have gone
And I don't wanna be alone
When I am so far from my home

You wanna feel something
But I don't feel nothing
Trying so hard to get over you

Wanna go back to the place where we started
At the party, I see you, but you keep your guard up
We could be something special if you wanted
I'm afraid that if we try to
You would just give up
(You would just give up)

You wanna feel something
But I don't feel nothing
Trying so hard to get over you
You wanna feel something
But I don't feel nothing
Trying so hard to get over you

(Do you wanna go away with me?)
(Do you wanna go away with me?)
(Do you wanna go away with me?)
(Do you wanna go away with me?)

You wanna feel something
But I don't feel nothing
Trying so hard to get over you
You wanna feel something
But I don't feel nothing
Trying so hard to get over you

Every night
Think of things I can't do or haven't done
It doesn't make me weak, sometimes I feel like I can't breathe
Is that all you see in me?

Don't you wait for something more
I'll still be sinking to the floor
Oh, you can't help it no-more
Is it my doing? Is it my doing?

Outside it's getting colder
Why does it feel like I'm older than I ask to be?
But when you say my name
It all falls away so tenderly

Don't you wait for something more
I'll still be sinking to the floor
Oh, you tried to help me
Why do I feel so cold?
Is it my doing? Is it my doing?

Is it my doing? Is it my doing?
Is it my doing?
Is it my doing?

I wouldn't ask you to take care of me
Oh, and I wouldn't ask you to take care of me
I wouldn't ask you to take care of me
Oh, and I wouldn't ask you to take care of me (I think I'm losing you)

This whisper 'round my neck, don't get close to me
Ask about your life, still in the nose-bleeds?
Laying in your bed, call it intimacy
Wish I could get past the security
Wonder why I wake up living in a made-up
Dream of you and I, together there
Baby, wake the f*ck up
Time for you to grow up
Don't you know that life is rarely ever fair?

I wouldn't ask you to take care of me
Oh, and I wouldn't ask you to take care of me
I wouldn't ask you to take care of me
Oh, and I wouldn't ask you to take care of me

Tell you how I feel, I keep it real clean
Lock hanging 'round my neck, you don't get a key
Come a little closer, I'll show you what I mean
Oh, boy, no, it's all for me
Ice cold, baby, I'm ice cold
You're the only one who could make me thaw
Ice cold, baby, I'm ice cold
You're the only one who could make me thaw

I wouldn't ask you to take care of me
Oh, I wouldn't ask you to take care of me
I wouldn't ask you to take care of me
Oh, I wouldn't ask you to take care of me
I wouldn't ask you to take care of me
Oh, I wouldn't ask you to take care of me
I wouldn't ask you to take care of me
Oh, I wouldn't ask you to take care of me

I wouldn't ask you, baby
I wouldn't ask you, baby
To be the one I love
To be the one I love
We could be
We could be so strong
We'll be alright, we'll be alright
We could be so strong
We'll be alright, we'll be alright
We could be so strong
We'll be alright, we'll be alright
Caught me by surprise
Everything I need in my life
I wanna call you mine
Wanna be intertwined
We could be so strong
We'll be alright, we'll be alright
We could be so strong
We'll be alright, we'll be alright
We could be so strong
We'll be alright, we'll be alright
Feels like I've known you for so long
Without you, I don't feel strong
Feels like I've known you for so long
Without you, I don't feel so strong
So strong
We could be so strong