Clint - HATE/LOVE (yu choose) Lyrics

I hate it
I hate it
I hate it that I love

I hate it
I hate it
I hate it that I love

I hate it
I hate it
I hate it that I love

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YeaH

All I've ever heard of growing up was all bout love
Loving shit you hate but we coated that shit with hugs
Constantly live with fakes can never tell the real in us
That's why I looked into the mirror, see myself; I'm judged
But why I gotta love, I kinda want to feel my hate
I'm tired locking down my feelings pleasing bunch of snakes
I'm tired of lying to myself and I don't wanna live this way
We isolate ourselves cause they won't ever understand our pain
So it's either you choose, what is it? love or hate?
Deciding got me sitting here and f*ck I ain't thinking straight
I never thought I'd seem to tear, I'm down falling bad again
I stand beneath my stupid fears my hopeless mind can't concentrate
Drivin' down the 401, head against this window pane
Momma always yapping, yelling at me, going off again
Never felt she listen, never gets it, she won't understand
Why the f*ck we always fight, It's really getting out hand
Why the f*ck I feel like crying?
Why the f*ck I'm in demise?
I question if I really want to live or do I wanna die
Do I want to see the future brighten up the gloomy skies
Freeze my self to future morrows, brains about to f*cking fry
So dear God, im praying down on my knees
Asking for these prayers to be answered by you please
My Lord, my Lord im asking that you show what's best for me
Please

I hate it
I hate it
I hate that I don't love

I hate it
I hate it
I hate that I don't love

I hate it
I hate it
I hate that I don't love

UH
YeAh

I said I hate it
I hate it
I hate that I don't love

I hate it
I hate it
I hate that I don't love

I hate it
I hate it
I hate that I don't love

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