Caught again while inside you
Recoil, and then you switch the blame
Now I find myself defending myself again
And I'm not quite sure why it came to this
Slam the door, I need some air
I think I need to cool off a bit
Need to calm down a bit
Need to calm down and
Rationalise all the shit in my own mind
Bought some time and I'm just trying to
To keep all of this on an even keel
So I bought some rye so I could drink tonight
And try not to feel
From the inside... things look pretty grim
On the outside... I'm just looking in