Cmaze - Scapegoat Lyrics

Wish I could wake up
And feel alive
And be grateful for it
And just feel fine
But that's alright, that's alright for now
I stay lookin' for way outs
Using bullshit get my stress out
But I'll be stress free...
Eventually
At one point I was close
And I felt the most
I had ever felt in a while
I saw lights the end of the tunnel that night
That night
I thought it was you
Thought it was you
I thought it was you
All on you
Knew I was wrong to hold you so high
I let down my guard
Thinkin' I would survive
Promise it's alright
Oh I'm alright for now
Realized my head just wasn't there
Made up in my mind you didn't care
But now I see
It was all me
I'll deal by myself
I was the fool
Thinking you could fix me like you're a tool
That was my bad, that was my bad
I feel too intense
My mind is a mess
It was all too hard to process
But I'll deal alone
'Cause you didn't know, you didn't know that
I thought it was you
Thought it was you
I thought it was you
Thought it was you
Yeah
I thought it was you
I put it all on you
Now I look like a fool
Holding onto you
I thought it was you oh
It was you
Oh
Oh
Oh
I'm over this I'm over it
I'm done