I'm Trying Video (MV)

Yeah
Conscious rap
You already know
That nigga Cobra in this
Ugh
Thinking bout my
Past, present, future life
(Past, present, future life)
Lord show me
Where to go from here
(From here)
I done prayed about it
Did it twice
(Did it twice)
I know it's wrong
And that
Punishment is near
(Near)
Do I even have an excuse
(Excuse)
Do I even deserve a
Second chance
(Second chance)
I know I'm
Heaven sent
But what's the use
(What's the use)
Cause it seems like
I'm the same as
The next man
(Next man)
My problems
They weigh me down
(Weigh me down)
But I tryda keep
My head on
(Head on)
So I head to the church ground
(Church ground)
The reverend hits
My situation dead on
(Dead on)
Wow
Thanks for the confirmation
(Confirmation)
There's nothing more
For me to say
(Me to say)
But people still
Want confrontation
(Confrontation)
O lord it's gotta be a
Better way
Am I going
Am I coming
Am I living
Am I dying
Lord forgive me
For my sins
Cause I'm trying
And I been
Searching for a sign
But I don't know
If I found it
If I'm spose to be
Somebody
Help me stay
Grounded
Am I going
Am I coming
Am I living
Am I dying
Lord forgive me
For my sins
Cause I'm trying
And I been
Searching for a sign
But I don't know
If I found it
If I'm spose to be
Somebody
Help me stay
Grounded
Thinking bout my
Sins and my
Accomplishments
(Accomplishments)
Am I a good
Decision maker
(Decision maker)
My downfalls
Are dominant
(Dominant)
So why am I a
Risk taker
(Risk taker)
Why dont I
Just give up
(Give up)
Why do I
Want so badly
To succeed
(Succeed)
Barely making it
Is not enough
(Not enough)
I know it's
Gotta be a better
Life for me
(For me)
I listen when
The wind blows
(Wind blows)
I feel
When the sun shine
(Sun shine)
I worry when
The time goes
(Time goes)
But they keep
On telling me to
Take my time
(Take my time)
Like Ian got
No obligations
(Obligations)
I got a son what
More I need to say
(Need to say)
But they wont even
Give me conversation
(Conversation)
O lord it's gotta
Be a better way
Am I going
Am I coming
Am I living
Am I dying
Lord forgive me
For my sins
Cause I'm trying
And I been
Searching for a sign
But I don't know
If I found it
If I'm spose to be
Somebody
Help me stay
Grounded
Am I going
Am I coming
Am I living
Am I dying
Lord forgive me
For my sins
Cause I'm trying
And I been
Searching for a sign
But I don't know
If I found it
If I'm spose to be
Somebody
Help me stay
Grounded
Ugh
Thinking bout
My good deeds
(Good deeds)
Praying bout
My bad habits
(Bad habits)
Self conscious
That's me
(That's me)
I'm just tryna
Stay above average
(Above average)
I'm looking sin
In the face
(In the face)
It's telling me
Some good things
(Good things)
I'm getting thirsty
For a taste
(For a taste)
Even though I
Know what it brings
(What it brings)
A angel whispers
In my ear
(In my ear)
And tell me
It ain't what it seems
(What it seems)
But I can see
This crystal clear
(Crystal clear)
It's truth to lie
If you know what I mean
(What I mean)
See truth come
With complications
(Complications)
Cause people tell
Lies everyday
(Everyday)
I'm so tired of
The accusations
(Accussations)
O lord it's
Gotta be a
Better way
Am I going
Am I coming
Am I living
Am I dying
Lord forgive me
For my sins
Cause I'm trying
And I been
Searching for a sign
But I don't know
If I found it
If I'm spose to be
Somebody
Help me stay
Grounded
Am I going
Am I coming
Am I living
Am I dying
Lord forgive me
For my sins
Cause I'm trying
And I been
Searching for a sign
But I don't know
If I found it
If I'm spose to be
Somebody
Help me stay
Grounded
Help me stay grounded
If I'm pose to be somebody
Help me stay grounded
I'm trying
Trying
Trying