Through the end of the tunnel I see the light but I don't go to
Wake up every night like I'm still going through it Wishing that this pain would go
Away, forget I'm used to it People lying on my name, I came immune to it
No matter where I go, they got they eyes on me
No matter what I do, it ain't no prize for me
They just wanna get over and benefit for they self
They ain't looking for closure, they just looking for help
Like when I'm all the way down and ain't nobody around
But when I'm on the way up, they claim they holding me down
I let them say what they saying, cause I'ma do what it do
Taking care of the family in your face, on the group
When this shit hit the fan, ain't no going back
When you lose somebody close, it ain't no coming back
Cherish every moment that you got and stop holding back
Live your life how you want but I have control of that
When this shit hit the fan, ain't no going back
When you lose somebody close, it ain't no coming back
Cherish every moment that you got and stop holding back
Live your life how you want but I have control of that
Let it go and let your souls fly
To heaven and hell don't know when the time will come to pass by
But flip your mind and make you think how much you're jeopardized
Your own life will know about you, but I'm trying to change
Get out this game cause all they promise is an early grave
A long time behind the cage, away from family
Some can't relate cause most they friends probably dead and gone
A locked up state with no hopes of ever coming home
Like yesterday, February 29, 2006
Right here in jail, my homie died from a heart attack
Man, rest in peace, that's what inspired me to write this hit
Caught like this deal, anytime you can just appeal
So I'm sincere, yeah
When this shit hit the fan, ain't no going back
When you lose somebody close, it ain't no coming back
Cherish every moment that you got and stop holding back
Live your life how you want but I have control of that
When this shit hit the fan, ain't no going back
When you lose somebody close, it ain't no coming back
Cherish every moment that you got and stop holding back
Live your life how you want but I have control of that
Situations, yeah, they come and they go
Just be prepared for them, pay yourself and don't slam my door
That's how my momma said it, raised in a single household
And I did what I told her
That man brushed her teeth and folded them clothes
And she wasn't playing dope
Moved out as soon as I could and I'm talking 18
Still graduated high school and I wasn't smoking weed
Then I got a little taste from the streets and the streets changed me
Fell in love with a no good playa
Tried everything to ruin my life and that shit crazy
I bounced back and didn't think twice, I had to elevate
Do what shit I know ain't right, up and down the interstate
Pray the lord watch over me, I make it home safe
When this shit hit the fan, ain't no going back
When you lose somebody close, it ain't no coming back
Cherish every moment that you got and stop holding back
Live your life how you want but I have control of that
When this shit hit the fan, ain't no going back
When you lose somebody close, it ain't no coming back
Cherish every moment that you got and stop holding back
Live your life how you want but I have control of that