One more debaucherous day
This morbid portrait can't be re framed
Finally this fractured shell
Spill its pain
Fortune and family have faded
Dismay has found a new way in
This consciousness I've wasted
Reverence, violence in fear and in faith
The substance and ticks of the clock shaped my fate
Deserved affliction
This illness distorts
My mind isn't mine anymore
Abandon hope
This devil I know
Desperately grabs for my throat
Broken glass and smoke
Spit out every ghost
Drifting through the expanse
Every moment I abhor
Mayhem in the moments I ignore
As you lose grip humanity slowly leaves you
It starts the same way as any infection, an abrasion, an irritant
You'll ignore them for the same reason you ignore everything
You're weak
Too far removed from the light and the misery you've massaged into your skin is a nightly feast for the devils you insist on carrying
Eventually your final piece of happiness is stolen in your sleep
You devolve into and become your demons
You understand the monsters your formerly feared
The tragedy
Your pathetic inability to mourn your final moments as a person who recognizes beauty
Vicious disease constantly feeds
Arms around me, its all I ever see
Bring me release
The void has come for me
Deception, infection resides in my chest
Dealing despair like the reaper does death
Bereft of balance
Lit with duress
Wrap me in anguish
I'll rot in the
Depths
This darkness descending
No sliver of light
Pierces my day
Of permanent night