Colonial Smokes - The Flower Lyrics

I'm seeing pixelated portraits of us
And a couple of the people we trust
Watching the flower burn to ash
Sitting by letting the time pass
Never knowing who or what is real
I never know what I'm supposed to feel
Maybe I should just go away
Always tired when I need to be awake
I've been having lots of dreams lately
The kind where everyone I love hates me
I've been getting f*cked up in my room
Waking up spun out and confused
Never knowing who or what is real
I never know what I'm supposed to feel
Maybe It's supposed to be this way
Up all night just lying awake

Spending daylight avoiding the sun
Sweat the small stuff just for fun
Looking at the moon in the sky
Getting high just to pass the time

I don't know where you are
Tried to look but I crashed my car
Took a rocket ship to mars
No idea how you got so far
Everything's still feeling new
Can't keep track of the shit that I do
Sit in silence alone in my room
Just killing time 'til I find you

Spending daylight avoiding the sun
Sweat the small stuff just for fun
Looking at the moon in the sky
Getting high just to pass the time
Spending daylight avoiding the sun
Sweat the small stuff just for fun
Looking at the moon in the sky
Getting high just to pass the time