Colors - Leave It All Behind Lyrics

Happiness is hard to find
Harder when you're all alone
I'm fighting a fight to live
Gotta find my will, my will to survive
Got to do this on my own
Find happiness inside myself
It's just so very hard
Just another day gotta leave It behind

I'm writing this song I'm just 18 been through to much
Just wanna sleep permanently in a dream state thought to Myself what's left to do
Gotta find happiness inside of me
They told me I'd get through it all got monsters
That are not under my bed but instead they live inside my head

They live inside my head

Tell me why why did you lie this was not forever wasn't meant to be
But believe me i wanted this to be for life look
At this mess your arrogance just blinds you everyday turns to years
Hope wasn't alive but it just died, another day
Gotta leave it behind

Gotta leave it behind

If you'd come back, I'd drop to my knees
Tell you that i was wrong, but that won't happen so listen to me
I want you to listen loud and clearly

Just listen to this

F*ck you
F*ck all your friends
F*ck everything you stand for
I'll find my peace my peace without you
Look at you now such a f*cking whore
Put your ass away
See me now tell me what do you see
Like I'm a different person fueled by anguish and pain all the shit you caused

F*ck you
F*ck you

F*ck you
F*ck all your friends
F*ck everything you stand for
Look at you now
You're not the same girl
Where did she go, where did she go

You know what i let my anger out
Just wish you'd see the change, what I've done for you
I had to let you go
I'm On this lonely road
I Just wanna say I'm sorry
I'm thinking of you what we put each other through

You know what i let my anger out
Just wish you'd see the change, what I've done for you
I had to let you go
I'm On this lonely road
I Just wanna say I'm sorry, I'm thinking of you, what we put each other through

You know what i let my anger out
Just wish you'd see the change
I'll always be here
I'll find myself some day