Commodity - Selfish Ways Lyrics

I don't want to waste your time
I'm sorry I pushed you away
I don't want to waste your time
I'm sorry I pushed you away
And I've been trying to find a way to fix it
But I know that I couldn't today
And I don't want to break my pride
I know they want to see me break
But I won't say that I'm going to change this time
Because I already know I ain't
And I don't want to waste your time I'm sorry I pushed you away
Inside I feel like I could just die but I don't got the words to say
So I don't want to say goodbye but I don't think that I could stay
I've tried but all I ever seem to find is all I do is make mistakes
And I don't want to play the games so it's really all right
If you're not the first thing I see when I open my eyes
It's kind of silly thinking we could just hit rewind
But really I don't think it's going to be different this time
So I'm not changing my mind I don't think I'm able to
There's more to life than putting food on the table
Why would you still love me
When I'm not being faithful
Plus how could you trust me you see I'm unstable
Now you're looking at me like I need to say some more
But if I do then you're just going to hate me more
Ain't no saving me why would you wait for me
You're going to go crazy if you think you're changing me
Now how could you think that I could love somebody else
When I don't even love myself
I've tried
Now how could you think that I could love somebody else
When I don't even love myself right
I just wanted you to know
I just wanted you to know
That if you see me falling then don't try to catch me
I don't need anyone to protect me
My mind's always in a different location
Hand me your heart guaranteed I will break it
It's probably just better to be alone
Or at least you just need to leave me alone see
If I say I love you it won't be for long
But you still find a way to believe it though
I just want to be the one be the one that you run to
I just want to be the one
Don't you know that I love you
I just want to be the one
Be the one that you're close to
I just want to be the one
Be the one you're making love to
I don't want to waste your time
I'm sorry I pushed you away
And I've been trying to find a way to fix it but I know that I couldn't today
And I I don't want to break my pride I know they want to see me break
But I won't say that I'm going to change this time because I already know I ain't
And I I don't want to waste your time I'm sorry I pushed you away
Inside I feel like I could just die
But I don't got the words to say
So just when you think I'm apologizing
I'm just telling you a whole bunch of lies
Anything to keep you right here by my side
Making love to you by the end of the night
Because I just want to be the one
Be the one that you run to
I just want to be the one
Be the one you making love to
I just want to be the one
Be the one that you're close to
I just want to be the one
Don't you know that I love you
So just when you think that I'm apologizing
I'm just telling you a bunch of lies
Anything to keep you right here by my side
And I'm starting to think that you kind of liked it
So just when you think that I'm apologizing
I'm just telling you a bunch of lies
I'm just telling you a bunch of lies
To be the one you're making love to
I just want to be the one be the one that you're close to
I just want to be the one
Don't you know that I love you