COMPLEX - Self Destruction is Just a Phone Call Away Lyrics

F*ck love
That shit just brings me stress
Thinking I was done but I ain't learned yet
Saw everyone as a f*cking threat
Didn't even wanna try so I must confess
Let me take a puff off a cigarette
I can still see her silhouette
Moving in the dark how can I forget
All the motherf*ckin pain sharper than Gillette
Numb
Feeling so dumb
I've had enough
What the f*ck have I become
Can't blame it all on the love
Cause I be the one f*cking it up
Living it up
Cannot give up
Falling apart intro crumbs
Don't f*ck with none of you scums
Thinking I shoulda just jumped
But instead i be taking a bump
I don't give a f*ck
Missed calls all in my phone
I've been suffering on my own
I can feel the pain in my bones
Wish these demons left me alone
So I'm praying for an advance
No more getting lost in the xanz
Time to wake up from this trance
And I know I won't miss my chance hoe
(The absence of light
The rise and our fall
Cause we find ourselves sometimes when we're losing it all
If you haven't suffered, then you never lived
Can't live in comfort and make a difference)
Absence of light
The rise and our fall
Cause we find ourselves sometimes when we're losing it all
You can walk on water if you trust in yourself
You can get through life
If you go through hell
You can fight the demons that you keep at arms reach
How willing will you be to practice what you preach
If you haven't suffered then you never lived
Can't live in comfort and make a difference
Regret is pain
You can't take away
How come I have to pretend to be OK
They called me the reaper said
Everything was my fault
Misfortune comes to those who rise above it all
You're just meant for more
To lead and be a door
For others who will need
Their faith restored
Don't let it make you bitter cause once you get too numb
You'll become the thing that hurt you and you'll hurt everyone