Conan Gray - Found Heaven Album Lyrics

No god above us
Can we repent this sin?
No soul is innocent
Everybody wants to love

You walk alone into the darkest night
You'll never sleep until you're satisfied
You need love, you need one, you need him

You'll never get your mama's wedding ring
Father always said you ruined everything
But you prayed, begged and prayed
Heart unchanged

Don't be scared, little child, you're no demon
(You're no demon, don't be frightened now)
There's a god in the sky, don't believe him
(Don't believe him, god does love you now)
Don't be scared, little child of that feeling
You're in love
You found heaven

Your heart is breaking as you leave that door
You never meant to start this holy war
But you're trapped, pack your bags
And don't look back

Don't be scared, little child, you're no demon
(You're no demon, don't be frightened now)
There's a god in the sky, don't believe him
(Don't believe him, god does love you now)
Don't be scared, little child of that feeling
You're in love
You found heaven
(You're no demon, don't be frightened now)

First, I'll say, "I apologize for callin'
But I saw your face in a magazine today"
Wasn't you, too late, all my tears already fallin'
Tried to turn the page, but our story wasn't stoppin'

And it goes on and on and on
Like a never-ending song
On and on
Like a never-ending song

You and I sacrificed my adolescence
Just to waste my time on the edges of your life
But we've grown too close, now it can't amount to nothin'
I can hear your voice in the music on the radio

And it goes on and on and on
Like a never-ending song
On and on
Like a never-ending song

Can you make us stay forever?
Are we done?
Can you make it play?

On and on and on
Like a never-ending song
On and on
Like a never-ending song
On and on
On and on
Like a never-ending song

The stop lights, a familiar drive
Through another ghost town on a Saturday night
All alone so you're losing your mind tonight
And I said, "Calm down, I'll there by tonight"
Don't you get yourself down, not the end of your life
Don't mean that you'll marry me tonight, tonight

And you said, "You got it? We're nothing"
I'm the worst, if you want it

When your heart aches and it's dead in the night
Don't you worry for me, it's cool
It's enough to survive, don't you worry, I want your
Fainted love, that's enough, fainted love

Dark room, not a whisper or word
Guess you take all the pain that you think you deserve
Won't sleep 'cause it's easy to hurt tonight, tonight

'Cause you said, "You got it? We're nothing"
I'm the worst, if you want it

When your heart aches and it's dead in the night
Don't you worry for me, it's cool
It's enough to survive, don't you worry, I want your
Fainted love, that's enough, fainted love
I want your fainted love, that's enough, fainted love

White lies from the passenger seat
Say you'll love me for life, say you'll never leave
Kiss me 'til I almost believe, tonight

But when your heart aches and it's dead in the night
Don't you worry for me, it's cool
It's enough to survive, don't you worry, I want your
Fainted love, that's enough, fainted love
I want your fainted love, that's enough, fainted love

We're lonely dancers
Join me for the night
We're lonely dancers, baby
Dance with me so we don't cry
We're lonely dancers
There's no need to hide
I know the answer, baby
Dance with me so we don't cry

La-la-la-la-la, cry
La-la-la-la-la

Your lover left you, broke up tonight
My lover's busy kissin' other guys, oh
We're both alone now, tears in our eyes
I know the perfect way to waste our time

We're lonely dancers
Join me for the night
We're lonely dancers, baby
Dance with me so we don't cry
We're lonely dancers
There's no need to hide
I know the answer, baby
Dance with me so we don't cry

Oh-oh-oh-oh, la-la-la-la-la, cry
Oh-oh-oh-oh, la-la-la-la-la

Wait, stop, forget that guy
He don't know love, I hope he dies
Get (get) back (back) up (up), we'll be alright
Tonight, you're mine (tonight, you're mine, tonight, you're mine)

We're lonely dancers
Join me for the night (hey)
We're lonely dancers, baby
Dance with me so we don't cry
We're lonely dancers
There's no need to hide (hide, oh)
I know the answer, baby
Dance with me so we don't cry

Oh-oh-oh-oh, la-la-la-la-la, cry
Oh-oh-oh-oh, dance with me so we don't cry
Oh-oh-oh-oh, la-la-la-la-la, cry
Oh-oh-oh-oh, dance with me so we don't cry

I picked you up from the corner store
Your eyes were red and your lips were torn
So much to say, that's subject-sore
So much you'd change since you were born
You wrapped your fingers around my neck
And pulled me into your desperate breath
The way you kissed me hot and fast
I knew it'd be the last

Don't leave me hanging alone again
Don't leave me hanging alone again
Oh, where'd you go, go? Alley Rose
Oh, where'd you go, go, go?

You told me, "I'm just so nervous, dear"
Well, how the hell do you think I feel?
I waited all year at your feet
Like maybe you'd love me

So, don't leave me hanging alone again
Don't leave me hanging alone again
Oh, where'd you go, go? Alley Rose
Oh, where'd you go, go, go?

And I don't even care if it makes me sound insane
I ran my fingers through your hair
And I thanked God to touch the flame
'Cause I swore necks were made for bruisin'
I swore lips were made for lies
And I thought if you'd ever leave me
That I'd be the reason why
And I don't even care if it's just a summer fling
If it's all experimental and you go back to safer things
But I swore hands were made for fighting
I swore eyes were made to cry
But you're the first person that I've seen
Who's proven that might be a lie

So, don't leave me hanging alone again
Don't leave me hanging
Oh, where'd you go, go? Alley Rose
Oh, where'd you go, go, go?

Ohh, don't leave me hanging alone again
Don't leave me hanging alone again
Oh, where'd you go, go? Alley Rose
Oh, where'd you go, go, go?

Don't leave me hanging alone again
I thought that I was your only friend
Oh, where'd you go, go? Alley Rose
Oh, where'd you go, go, go?

I didn't fight the feeling running to my eyes
I wanted you to see it, I believed your lies
Tried to bite back but I couldn't
I just stood and cried
For the lost time, for the hurting
For the love that died

But all I wanted was the final fight
And all I needed was to make it right
Tonight, there's nothing left to do
But finally tell you what you put me through, tonight

Made a whole new life
I got a bit of distance, saw the New York lights
Then I came right back after growing
Yet you're still the same
There was me who may be broken
It was you to blame

Now, all I wanted was the final fight (final fight)
And all I needed was to make it right (make it right)
Tonight, there's nothing left to do (left to do)
But finally tell you what you put me through, tonight

All I wanted was that final fight (oh, tonight)
All I needed was to make it right (make it right)
Well, don't you know, there's nothing left to do? (Left to do)
But finally tell you what you put me through, tonight

Is it wrong to now decide?

Now you know I'm a wicked man
I bit the hand that was feeding me
It's now come back like a rubber band
The fear of love is my tendency

But I feel it, believe it
I never meant to break your heart
But I lost it like a promise
And left you dancing in the dark

I don't know why
I'll be gone because you love me
I don't know why
Is it wrong to now decide

I miss you (miss you)
I miss you (miss you)

Didn't think you would understand
After all that I put you through
From my search for the promised land
I came back only wanting you

'Cause I feel it, believe it
I never meant to break your heart
But I lost it like a promise
And left you dancing in the dark

I don't know why
I'll be gone because you love me
I don't know why
Is it wrong to now decide
I don't know why (I don't know why)
I'll be gone because you love me
I don't know why (I don't know why)
Is it wrong to now decide

I miss you (miss you)
I miss you (miss you)
I miss you

The TV's on, the woman's blonde
She talks and talks about the rich or wrong
They cheat on wives, never pay the price
I'm a low-class guy, that sounds pretty nice

I want to be with the bourgeoisieses
I want to see how the bourgeoisieses party all night
I want to be with the bourgeoisieses
I want to see how the bourgeoisieses la-da-de-di
Want to be with the bourgeoisieses

The men at war, they draft the poor
No time to mourn, I'm on the dance floor
Mom and dad got my back
But I don't need that, I need a Maserati

I want to be with the bourgeoisieses
I want to see how the bourgeoisieses party all night
(I) I (want) want to be with the bourgeoisieses (bourgeoisie)
(I) I (want) want to see how the bourgeoisieses la-da-de-di
Want to be with the bourgeoisieses

(I want)
I want to be with the bourgeoisieses (bourgeoisie)
(I) I (want) want to see how the bourgeoisieses party all night
(I) I (want) want to be with the bourgeoisieses (bourgeoisie)
(I) I (want) want to see how the bourgeoisieses la-da-de-di
Want to be with the bourgeoisieses

Well, in this lifetime, we did it wrong
But I guess that you could argue we survived
And after all this time, I wonder why you're still with me
Well, at least in all my memories

I ain't sorry, I wouldn't change a thing
But it'll take a lifetime to get better
I ain't sorry, know I should probably be
I think I'm gonna love you, you're forever with me
You're forever

You are the reason I learned to love
Also, the reason that I cry
Still, I think of all the bloodshed, somehow bittersweet
I'm even smiling now as I sing

But I ain't sorry, I wouldn't change a thing
But it'll take a lifetime to get better
I ain't sorry, know I should probably be
I think I'm gonna love you, you're forever with me

Lonely nights (lonely nights)
Anger does replace the pain
But who am I to blame?
I broke your heart the same

But I ain't sorry, I wouldn't change a thing
But it'll take a lifetime to get better
I ain't sorry, know I should probably be
I think I'm gonna love you, you're forever with me
You're forever with me

'Cause you're here, you're watching me
I'm walking to your corner, I see you in the street
You're here, you're haunting me
The eye of the night

I always feel like I am not alone
While I am walking down these empty roads
I always feel like I am not alone
I hear a voice that tells me where to go

'Cause you're here, you're watching me
I'm walking to your corner, I see you in the street
You're here, you're haunting me
The eye of the night

I grab the keys, I scramble to the door
And I, I hear your heartbeat bleeding through the floor
The memories that I cannot ignore
Fight for my life inside a silent war

'Cause you're here, you're watching me
I'm walking to your corner, I see you in the streets
You're here, you're haunting me
The eye of the night

You're here, you're watching me
I'm walking to your corner, I see you in the streets
You're here, you're haunting me
The eye of the night

Ch-cherry hair, so super Bowie
Kiss me but swears that she don't know me
You wouldn't care if I fell over and die
Sigh, I'm not the only

He wants ya, he wants ya
You don't even see me
She wants ya, she wants ya
There's no point competing
He wants ya, she wants ya
Like everyone else in your life
That's right

Boys and girls
Boys and girls
Boys and girls
They want ya, they want ya
Boys and girls
The boys and the girls

You got a face that's technologic
Nobody cares that you're psychotic
Fathers and daughters, all their pins are dropping
I'm not being ironic

I want ya, I want ya
I want you to need me
I need ya, I need ya
I need you to love me
I want ya, I want ya
Like everyone else here tonight
That's right

Boys and girls
Boys and girls
Boys and girls
They want ya, they want ya
Boys and girls
The boys and the girls (hey)

I don't know much about love
Come find me in the crowd, love

All the (boys and girls)
They want ya

Boys and girls
Boys and girls
Boys and girls
They want ya, they want ya
Boys and girls
The boys and the girls
Boys and girls

It's 2 AM, hear the cellular ringin'
Got the curious feelin' you're fiendin' for love
But the thing is, we haven't spoken for weeks
I love you bad, that's the problem occurrin'
Better love I deserve, and I'm hurtin'
But sadly, I worship every moment we meet

So you take and you take 'cause you know you can
And I chase as you're chasin' another man
Try to break, see your face and I know that I can't

Oh
You're killing me
You're not makin' it easy (ah-ah-ah)
Too busy deceivin' and cheatin' and lyin' and competin'
To know how lucky you are
You're killing me
I just want you to free me (ah-ah-ah)
And though I am cryin' and bleedin' and barely breathin'
I can't let go of your heart

I take your call, you say, "What's the matter?"
Then you lie to me faster and faster, you're such a good actor
I hear your car in the driveway

Now you're tossin' a rock at my windowpane
Said, "I don't wanna talk, just go away"
But you claw at the locks 'til I let you invade

Oh
You're killing me (killing)
You're not makin' it easy (ah-ah-ah)
Too busy deceivin' and cheatin' and lyin' and competin'
To know how lucky you are
You're killing me (killing)
I just want you to free me (ah-ah-ah)
And though I am cryin' and bleedin' and barely breathin'
I can't let go of your heart

I wanna die, but you keep me alive
You're killing me, you're killing me
I wanna die, but you keep me alive
You're killing me, you're killing me
I wanna die, but you keep me alive
You're killing me, you're killing me
Fight to survive, oh, love of my life
You're killing me

Oh-oh
You're killing me (killing)
You're not makin' it easy (ah-ah-ah)
Too busy deceivin' and cheatin' and lyin' and competin'
To know how lucky you are (oh)
You're killing me (killing)
I just want you to free me (ah-ah-ah)
And though I am cryin' and bleedin' and barely breathin'
I can't let go of your heart

I wanna die but you keep me alive
You're killing me (killing), you're killing me (killing, oh-oh)
I wanna die but you keep me alive
No, I can't let go of your heart
You're killing me (ha)

Packed my bags at fourteen
I hadn't planned on leaving
But you haven't been back home for days
The pots and pans and roaches
They're glad I'm finally goin'
'Cause, even them, they shudder at your name

You don't really want to hear the truth, do you?
It's obvious to anyone who ever knew you
That all you ever want is to be right
Even if that means you gotta lie to do it
The only thing you've proven

Is that there's no one
Who ever has done better
At making me feel worse
Now you really are the winner
Yeah, there's nothing
That ever did quite kill me
More than what you did
Now you really are the winner
Take a bow 'cause you're the winner
You're the winner

Bask inside your victory
My heart that once was beating
Bleeding in the palm of your hand
Yet, you have the nerve to miss me
How do I somehow feel guilty?
When you're the one who let it get this bad

You don't really want to hear the truth, do you?
It's obvious to anyone who ever knew you
That all you ever wanted was to fight
I was only tryin' to survive your chaos
Well, look at how it's paid off

'Cause now there's no one
Who ever has done better
At making me feel worse
Now you really are the winner (winner)
Yeah, there's nothing
That ever did quite kill me
More than what you did
Now you really are the winner (winner)
Take a bow 'cause you're the winner

You're the winner
You're the winner

'Cause you don't really want to hear the truth, do you?