Concept - I Don't Love You Anymore Lyrics

I gave you my all but all you gave me
Was lies with all these other guys
And i knew it
So i gave you a disguise
So i could get through it
You were my true love and my meant to be
If only you knew what you meant to me
That's why Im in a Constant flow of disappointment

I cant ever be in the moment
You are my drug
You don't know what love is you're a wanna be
Now I'm mentally scared with a permanent injuries
I hate being so broken
So I result to smoking
Just to remember the times when we were joking

I prayed to God to help me feel awoken
But the sad part is i only go to him when I'm heartbroken.
You're the source of my depression
I tried to stay away but you're my obsession
I see everything different now
Thats why I need drugs to help me get out of this painful reality

I feel like I'm about to blackout
Somebody help me so i can re-sprout
Like Why does being broken hurt so bad
I'm always overthinking and getting mad
I bet the thought of me
Being broken makes you glad
While I'm over here being sad

How is it that you don't even care
But i cant seem to bare
The sad part is if you came back id take you back in a heartbeat
Its kinda like giving you a front row seat to my heartbreak
I know you're so fake but i love you
And I know its is a mistake
So count me as a fool
So let me drown in my pool of emotion