Confused - So Confused (Unmixed, Unmastered & Unloved) Lyrics

So I guess this is how it feels
With my heart in a million pieces
It took a while for me to see
How on earth you could have done this
First I thought it was my
Influential paranoia
Then I realized that it was all my fault
And I couldn't ignore ya
Apathy doesn't seem to be
One of my strongest status
But I'll see if I can make you
One of my latest
All alone, feeling lost
Making sure of my own failings
Cause I don't seem to want to take more notes
Of all these heartbroken feelings
You and me used to be
One of those forever couples you see
Turns out I couldn't have been more wrong
Cause now you're gone
Seldom I want to be alone
With human nature
Cause I don't realize
Just how much it upsets ya
I wish you'd say what you want from me
And all my hearty goodness
But you left me out in the pouring rain
And carried on with your business
As we jog into this life
With all our good intentions
Do we know who we hurt
As all our good inventions
They give out a little time
And years of bad tension
So I'll close my eyes until I hit the end
And I can draw my pension
You and me used to be
One of those forever couples you see
Turns out I couldn't have been more wrong
Cause now you're gone
Do you know who you are
Has time healed all of your scars
That you've given me
And I've given you
I guess that's how life goes
Will time heal you
And will time heal me
Let's sit back relax
And just wait and see
Until then I'm gonna be
Here in your mind
Reminding you of me
Time after time
Until you can't take it
Take it no more
You jump out the window
And I use the door
You and me used to be
One of those forever couples you see
Turns out I couldn't have been more wrong
Cause now you're gone
Do you know who you are
As time healed all of your scars
That you've given me
And I've given you
I guess that's how life goes