Connect Zero - Water Color Canvas Lyrics

I said it's day 1
I do this for my day ones

I like my skies real cloudy
And I stand under the grey one

Focused on the bigger picture
Nigga come and paint one

Water color canvas
Got me challenging my patience

Grew up with no homies
That was dealing with the same stuff

So when I'm feeling different
I just turn to isolation

Hopefully they save me way before
I do some damage

To my f*cking self man this
Self hatred is amazing

I been thinking suicide will get me through this shit again
Say goodbye to everybody and my f*cking life would end
Losing love for everybody that's I used to say was friends
Now I'm in this room alone to deal with all these f*cking sin
Pay the price to live a life that you ain't even f*cking with
They say don't believe the hype but really they all f*ck with him
Niggas used to hate, in eighth grade now they listening
Those are fake fans, fake friends, and broken promises
But, I Gotta pay some homage to the niggas that left
I know that we don't talk but I still wish you the best
I'm not gonna drop a name cause that's not how I step
But I promise aint no issue even though yo ass left
If you thinking this about you then you're guilty at best
I'm always using foul language, please don't signal the ref
I'm my biggest f*cking critic, yes I mean what I said
And every time I talk about it I just wish i was dead
Peace