Connor Reid - Catharsis Lyrics

I f*cking hate the way you think, I f*cking hate the way you speak
I f*cking hate the way you sound, it's f*cking pitiful to me
This shit is pivotal, you think, this shit ain't critical no need
For lyrics coming from a head, I'd bet, that's f*cked up past belief
I'm a liar, can't you see
I'm a monster underneath
Run away and hide from me
Before I show you how I be
Can't blame no f*cking upbringing
If I'm so self-made, this self-hate is my trade, and my way will dilate
Won't fly away, but I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna breed fear
I'm just trying to be nice, but I'm brutal to myself, a killer behind the guise
This a catharsis, right

Never again, never again
Promised myself that I would never let this be
Never again, never again
Promised myself that I would never let this be
Never again, never again
Promised myself that I would never let this be
Never again, never again
Promised myself that I would never let this be

Fly away
Fly away
Fly away
Fly away
I wanna fly away
Fly away
Fly away
Fly away
I wanna die today, I wanna cry away
All of the signs of pain, and this is not my day
But it'll be okay, it'll be okay, it'll be okay, it'll be okay

Never again, never again
Promised myself that I would never let this be
Never again, never again
Promised myself that I would never let this be
Never again, never again
Promised myself that I would never let this be
Never again, never again
Promised myself that I would never let this-

I think I just might be alright
Thank God
I think I just might be alright, alright, okay
Hold me close, don't hold your breath
And that's really your favorite
I know
I know, I know