Consequence - Four Years Lyrics

Four years of suffering
Four years of solitude
Four years of anguish
Four years to see you again
I'm back in time and I can avoid it
I can not hide it
I wish this was not real
I look at our pictures, the memories crush me
There is no escape from this confinement, there is no chance of starting over
Hopeless
Voiceless
These feelings
This weigth over my shoulders
They are my curse
Four years of despair
Four years of depression
Four years of anguish
Four years, four years
I just want to escape from this maze
The hatred, i´ve got inside me, consumes me
The pain, the sadness in my mind, keeps growing
Scars on my chest, wounds in my heart
This is the monster I've become
I lost
I waited
I prayed for love
In this path, in this place, I'll never find my home
Is this the way it is to be?
Is this the way you remind me?
Four years without a smile
Four years without being happy
Four years expecting to see you again
All the wrong ways I chose
All my true feelings I concealed
Four years of cowardice
Four years without you
My dark hands, my cold heart
They are my curse
I lost
I waited
I prayed for love
In this path, in this place, I'll never find my home
Is this the way it is to be?
Is this the way you remind me?
Of all the paths that i´ chose, how can I know which one is right?
Four years without affection
Four years dying inside
I saw you leave, with the moonlight on your face
My dreams said goodbye
Broken in silence, I was not the same
I have to accept your way, no return to me
No return to me
I saw you leave, with the moonlight on your face
Broken in silence, I was not the same