Contingent - Trepidations Lyrics

Look into my eyes
Death inside my mind
Look into my eyes
Death inside my mind
Oh my god oh my god what is going on
When I look into the mirror there is something wrong
Who am I who are they and who is god
I bet you think I am crazy but you can't try to save me
My reality now
These walls I've built are the only things that truly cause my pain
Prevent the mistakes that I've made
Save me from this anxiety
Oh want to go inside and explore my mind what I'm going through
Your judge is bullshit no understanding but it's up to you
No one can feel my pain live inside my brain or see what it's like to be me
True lunatic heretic doesn't matter what you f*cking call me
Oh questions in my mind better of with suicide every moments do or die
Everything I do a mistake to you what am I going through
These walls I've built are the only things that truly cause my pain
Prevent the mistakes that I've made
Save me from this anxiety
These walls I've built are the only things that truly cause my pain
Prevent the mistakes that I've made
Save me from this anxiety
What is going on
Somethings truly wrong
Oh my god what is wrong with me
Is it all in my f*cking head
These walls I've built are the only things that truly cause my pain
Prevent the mistakes that I've made
Save me from this anxiety