I said I would delete their numbers from my phone
But I can't just turn off can't leave em alone
You gave everything you had
I'm not good for you
But you're good for me
There's no lies in that truth
It won't happen again that's always the plan
Promises change but I remain the same
You always get so scared when you watch me leave
I play the game no fault no blame
So many levels in my mind
I'm stalling like a train
I keep misbehaving
The rush is like a drug
I'm doing you so dirty
Like I'm playing in the mud
I can't say I'm sorry because you've heard it before
Can't say I'll change you don't believe me anymore
I'm a bad bad bad bad man
Just a bad bad bad bad man
I try so hard to fight the urge
I must admit
But it's something about the chase the thrill
I'm so twisted
When we laugh you look at me with love
In your eyes
But when I'm out
My stories seem to never coincide
I don't deserve your heart
I would fall apart
If your feelings fade
One foot in the grave
I know I should leave
But I'm frozen at my feet
You satisfy my needs
But something's missing
I feel so complete
I don't know why I cheat
There's some strange thoughts
Lost words hard words
I dare not speak
I play the game no fault no blame
So many levels in my mind
I'm stalling like a train
I keep misbehaving
The rush is like a drug
I'm doing you so dirty
Like I'm playing in the mud
I can't say I'm sorry because you've heard it before
Can't say I'll change you don't believe me anymore
I'm a bad bad bad bad man
Just a bad bad bad bad man
I know its hard to comprehend
I myself don't understand
When you have everything that you wanted
Everything that you ask for
But its still not enough
Im not eligible enough to apologize
Or ask that you look beyond my lies
Its like I'm playing damage control
When I caused all the damage
I think its obvious that where I choose
To lay my head is something I can not manage
I accept my mistakes
I have faith in your mind
After this letter
Please loosen our bind
Im a bad bad bad bad man
Just a bad man a bad man
A bad man
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