CPX - Sorry Lyrics

Listen to me i want to apologise, cause i cant stand to lose the light i see in your eyes
Lemme look back i know what i did wrong, i cant say it straight so ill say it in song
I need to come clean and say what i really think, instead of telling jokes and giving you a simple wink
Don't worry girl you don't need to worry now, please just listen cause I'm here to apologise

When it all started I thought it was perfect, there were no fights but then came a train wreck
I don't know how it all got to me, guess i started taking jokes a little too seriously
I should've known what not to say or do, i can never tell what is and isn't true
Every time we fight i know i hurting you, but the anger takes over and i dont know what to do
Never know whats wrongs someone enlighten me, i think about losing you and the thought frightens me
Always talkin bout how i'm helping you, but you're helping babe you don't know what you do

I can't focus, got no time to play now, every night I'm thinking you'll be leaving any day now
But i can't change, even no i want to, if there was a way sure as hell i would show you
Cause I'd do anything, to show how i adore, but every time i try im afraid I'm gonna bore you
I'm just trying to help, I feel like you ignore it, wish i could forget that but my brain is gonna store it

Listen to me i want to apologise, cause i cant stand to lose the light i see in your eyes
Lemme look back i know what i did wrong, i cant say it straight so ill say it in song
I need to come clean and say what i really think, instead of telling jokes and giving you a simple wink
Don't worry girl you don't need to worry now, please just listen cause I'm here to apologise

I don't know what I'm gonna do shit, said you'd never hate me but you do i f*cking knew it
Thats what my ex said then i went and f*cked up, now its all repeating man i need to learn to shut up
I promise you I'll treat you right, I promise you we'll never fight, I promise you from now on you'll have the spotlight
Cause you're my best thing in life, cut the tension with a knife, all ever want to do is talk now lets never fight
Is it too late now, is this just my fate now, when i went and spoke out did i make the bad shit too loud
I know I'm not perfect, i feel a defect, I'm the type of guy to make you run just go and swipe left

Knew you were too good for me, thought that we could never be, yeah I'm sure you'll find the perfect guy but was it ever me
I can't find the energy, Don't keep me in your memory, just go on and live your life one day you'll live in beverly
Just know that I'll miss you, all the time that i spent with you, just go on and leave me its my issue
Maybe I'll get over it, tie my neck and lower it, maybe after that then I'll be able to get over this

Listen to me i want to apologise, cause i cant stand to lose the light i see in your eyes
Lemme look back i know what i did wrong, i cant say it straight so ill say it in song
I need to come clean and say what i really think, instead of telling jokes and giving you a simple wink
Don't worry girl you don't need to worry now, please just listen cause I'm here to apologise