Crawlers - Moving Parts Lyrics

I've been lonely since you left me
Stranded in the backseat of a car I can't drive
Moving parts take up space in my beating heart
As I'm breathless
My breath went as you left
Now I feel you in my walls and if the ceilings of my room could talk
They'd say, run back to you
Three whole years and two last calls
I've moved twice more, and you're still in my walls
They say, run back to you
Do they know I've tried to?
And that it's just an idea of you

All the late nights, just the moments that fit us right
Did you cheat away the night?
It's like when my parents fight
My mother stopped letting my partners in
She treated you as a son
She don't do that to anyone
You weren't just anyone

Now I feel you in my walls, and if the ceilings of my room could talk
They'd say, run back to you
Three whole years and two last calls
I've moved twice more, and you're still in my walls
They say run back to you
Do they know I've tried to?
That it's just an idea of you

Getting used to cold sheets, the putting on weight
Mangling in stranger's bodies, the drinks past late
The healing, the reel as therapy, and the Prozac
The friends I've loved and lost, the memories I forgot
The voice notes you've left, lips I've kissed you've not met and the world outside ours
And all the moving parts
And all the moving parts

Now I feel you in my walls and if the ceilings of my room could talk
They'd say run back to you
Do they know I've tried to?
But it's just an idea of you
It's just an idea of you