C-Rillo - Memory Lane Lyrics

Uh this ain't directed at nobody in particular
Uh I just really, really need to relax & this is the best way I know how to vent you know?
I'm Scrolling
Through my messages like everyday
I'm Rolling
Through the skreets and no ones testing me
I'm Floating
Through my mind and no ones rescuing me
I'm Scrolling, scrolling
Hating my emotions
What am I to do
When they run deeper than the oceans
Scrolling, scrolling
Scared of my emotions
Feeling kinda sick and they start to taste like poison
Scrolling
Rolling
Floating
I'm Hopeless, aye
Scrolling
Rolling
Floating
I'm Hopeless, aye
I don't think I'd start talking about this shit man
There were days I couldn't sleep
Days I wouldn't eat
Days I'd have so much trouble falling asleep
Days I'd walk up to the bridge and I would lean On the
Edge
Waiting for my body to leap and meet
The concrete
This shit pretty hard man
I'm strolling down Memory Lane
I numb the pain, with that Mary Jane
I'm strolling down Memory Lane
One day I'll call a quits, and I'll end this strain
I'm strolling down Memory Lane
I numb the pain, with that Mary Jane
I'm strolling down Memory Lane
It don't feel so bad
When it hits my brain
This shit f*cking hard bro
So if you know anybody going through this f*cking bullshit
You need, you just f*cking talk to them man
Don't say you just f*cking love them
If you're not gonna show them that you love them
Because actions speak a lot louder than your motherf*ckin' words you hear me?
If you're not gonna f*cking show them
Don't f*cking bother talking to them at all
Cause this shit is f*cking dark
The mind is a dark f*cking place
I'd rather you f*cking go & show them love
Then you just say it & not be there for them
And f*ck around have them commit suicide
Or some dumb shit like that man