Crr - UNAFRAID Lyrics

I can't reverse it, it was a gift and a curse
Now I'm drinking too much, so I'mma talk with a slur
Last time I saw you, it ended in a blur
I woke up in a hearse
You said you loved me first
One thing my dad told me was
Never let your woman know when you're insecure
So I put Gucci on the fur
Then I put my wrist on iceberg
One thing my heart tells me is
Flex on a ho every time they're insecure
I guess you came through
I'm running from you
Is your love for real?
Is your love really true?
She told me put my heart in the bag
And nobody gets hurt
Now I'm running from your love
I'm not fast, so I'm making it worse
Now I'm digging up a grave from my past
I'm a whole different person
It's a gift and a curse
But I cannot reverse it
Haley, I know you miss your mom
And I know you miss your dad when I'm gone
But I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile
Even when you laugh, I can see it in your eyes
Deep inside, you wanna cry, cause you're scared
I ain't there, daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it
We gon' do it
Laney Uncle's crazy, ain't he
Yeah, but he loves you, girl
And you better know it
Where are we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls, when it whirls
When it twirls, two little beautiful girls looking puzzled in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move
Mama's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it
But somehow it seems the harder that I try to do that the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up is daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see
She told me put my heart in the bag
And nobody gets hurt
Now I'm running from your love
I'm not fast, so I'm making it worse
Now I'm digging up a grave from my past
I'm a whole different person
It's a gift and a curse, but I cannot reverse it