SleeplessAmbition Video (MV)

You can bet that I'm not a hater
Just a person that says see ya later
I'm up while you reach the bottom
Denominator
I'm the realest while you just a faker
You said that I played you like a player
Funny
'Cause what happened
You were the traitor
Ended things between us
You were the betrayer
Used to love you
Now
You're just a stranger
You blamed it on me and my behavior
Yet
One day,
You got angry and became a debater
Said I was the problem and cut me off
Like a razor
Stackin' up and sellin' lies
Like an article in a newspaper
Just know that
I will always be the one greater
After we were done
I kinda really had to thank her
'Cause she released me
From the hell
That she gave
Scratch that.
SHE RELEASED ME
FROM THE HELL
THAT SHE MADE
The hell that she made
The hell that she gave
(I'm so in pain)
I can't sleep anymore
Thought I needed you
I needed me more
I can't dream anymore
Images of you
Laying on my floor
Lucid dreaming
While awake
Why do I still
Hear your name
Why do I still
Hear your voice
I keep drowning
In the noise
Every time
I remember those evenings
I remember my grievings
How you were on your way leaving
What was between us is now deceiving
I try to talk
But
It's just not the same
It reminds me of how much has changed
What was between us
I'll never re-claim
After all,
Who really was there to blame?
I remember late nights
We'd have play fights
Damn
It felt so right
To have you
In my life
Why do I become so contrite
Every single time
You're in my sight
When u back-stabbed me,
You left the knife
The only thing
You left me
Right at the site
Made me feel like I was nothin'
Hated who I was
Made me feel I had to forget you
Using this buzz
Made me feel
I could hide this broken heart
With drugs
Made me feel like
It wouldn't be okay
Without your hugs
I can't sleep anymore
Thought I needed you
I needed me more
I can't dream anymore
Images of you
Laying on my floor
Lucid dreaming
While awake
Why do I still
Hear your name
Why do I still
Hear your voice
I keep drowning
In the noise
'Cause of you
I'm on pills
Feel so blue
Feel no thrill
Someone help
Can't myself
Body frail
Body pale
Body weak
Get no sleep
I can't sleep
I can't sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep