Cryptic - Gone Lyrics

Cant believe your gone
Something ain't right
Guess it`s going wrong
What did i do wrong
Nothing right i know
Am the one to blame
Am the one to shame that`s what i thought

It`s late for you to come back
All the times that we shared
Now they all in my head
All blurred out
I don`t see a thing
Heard rumors
But i stayed away from the talk
You know how i roll
I don`t speak till i see but i saw
Now i gotta speak gotta keep it clean
You know how i be
Went through the storm
To keep you from the rain
Now you thinking bout them better days
When i still cared but am gone
Never to return
You cared a lil to late
Tables turned now am feeling great
Left it all in the past
Now its blank
Had to write another story just to feel it in
Saved me from my demons but
I need them back
Its a new life had to start from scratch
My bad it came out rough
We good but it was tough
My bad it came out rough
We good but it was tough

Cant believe your gone
Something ain't right
Guess it`s going wrong
What did i do wrong
Nothing right i know
Am the one to blame
Am the one to shame
That`s what i thought

I don`t even want you back
I just need my closure
Everything that`s in my mind
Blurred the flaws and the problems
That we used to have
Trying to get over the fact
We was meant to be
Cause we ain`t
Its a choice that i made
F*cking up my life
Am a fool its aight
Cause i saw the real you
Never knew true colors
Would show when it`s dark
Always held it down
Covered your back leaving mine exposed
When i look around lotta knifes in my back
I don`t even mind
Its the truth
You know how it be
I just pull it out
Put it down
I don`t even speak
I cant take you back
Cause i had enough
You know am not good at goodbyes
You can see it in my eyes
Hear it in my tone
Know i held you down in your trouble times
Hoping you would do the same
Went outta my way to prove my trust
Friends telling me am a fool
Don`t be going down the same road but i didn`t listen
Now am stuck trynna get back up
You don`t see the truth
But
You believe the lies
Forgave you though you didn`t apologize
Be the bigger men lesson that my momma taught me
Everybody changes

Cant believe your gone
Something ain't right
Guess it`s going wrong
What did i do wrong
Nothing right i know
Am the one to blame
Am the one to shame that`s what i thought

Now i see it in my story
A story of a kid
Who trusts to soon
Who let anybody in
I ain`t that kid anymore
Am not innocent never said i was
Matter fact am a sinner a mad mad sinner
Going back to them old ways
Least they kept me safe
Never open up cause i know its wrong
Kept it moving all alone
It kept me strong
It kept me strong
Nobody knows who you really are
Not a single soul
They just see what you let em see
Hide your demons
Let them
Angels free
Prison in your mind playing games with your life
Don`t let them see what your hiding
Never bring it up
Whats the use if you show
Tell me the use if you tell
Your just going to leave yourself exposed
You can do that but i wont
Cause i know better lessons from my past
Still in my head did it once left me shattered in the end
Now you understand why i wont let anybody in
Ya i moved on
Ya am doing great
Look i healed
Though the scars they still remain
They still remain

Cant believe your gone
Something ain't right
Guess it`s going wrong
What did i do wrong
Nothing right i know
Am the one to blame
Am the one to shame that`s what i thought

Cant believe your gone
Something ain't right
Guess it`s going wrong
What did i do wrong
Nothing right i know
Am the one to blame
Am the one to shame that`s what i thought