C-Steezee - Like This Lyrics

It's cold in my heart
Like it's cold in December
I'm forcing a smile
Everything is just fine
And I, I remember
I wasn't always like this
I wasn't always like
I wasn't always like this

I wasn't always this type of way
It was sometimes that I wish that I could fly away
Maybe I should die today
Sometimes I lie awake
Cnd think about all the things I try to fake
It's like I never get a break
Cnd I don't know how much more pain that I can take
Lord forgive me for everything that i've done
Everytime that I run
Please have mercy on my son
My shoulders they weigh a ton
The older that I become
The colder the world got
It feel like the world stopped
But I know that it's unstoppable
Cnd everything I do is all through you who made it possible
I smile while on T.V.
But it might not be the same way when you see me
Just know that it's not you
I had a tough day and I pray that I make it through

It's cold in my heart
Like it's cold in December
I'm forcing a smile
Everything is just fine
And I, I remember
I wasn't always like this
I wasn't always like
I wasn't always like this

Thank you for this day that I pray to see
Take away all this pain that you gave to me
Living in this world with misery and pain
Wanna get away but everyday is the same
Nothing but pain
Stuck in this game
Just for a name
Searching for fortune and fame
It's cold in my heart
Like it's cold in December
I'm forcing a smile
Everything is just fine
And I, I remember
I wasn't always like this
I wasn't always like
I wasn't always like this