4 AM in New Jersey Video (MV)

Say what you want but don't say I ain't try
Cards on the table I forfeit you lied
We used to spark like the forth of July
Now days it's hard to move forward I hide
I run I'm on the move
I played my hand when I knew I would lose
Asked you to pick when I knew who you'd choose
I gave my all I feel over consumed
I have nothing to give I have nothing to prove
My love don't come with instructions
Excuse the mess my hearts under construction
I won't open up you discuss our discussions
With all of your friends and that shit is disgusting
Lately I been so disgusted it's hard to be trusted
When I can not give it myself if I deem you worthy then you do me dirty
Then how could I live with myself
It's 4 AM in New Jersey
I'm in my bag like a purchase
It's 4 AM in New Jersey
In the booth trynna find out my purpose
Need a whip drop the top like it's shirtless
4 AM I ain't sleep I'm up working
Till the sun starts to peek thru the curtains
It's 4 am in New Jersey
Shawty still calling my phone
Disturbing my peace I'm all in my zone
Hear the anxiety all in my tone
No one was there when I needed a loan
So make like a tree leave me alone
Promise I'll do this shit all on my own
Even if I gotta sweat to the bone ima get to my throne
It's 4 AM in New Jersey
UPS is so much of my stress
But I'm grateful cause some making less
I should be on TV with the vets
In due time I'll be labels the best
Till then I'll grind till the beat in my chest
Finally comes to a rest I've completed my quest
Something not to forget never live with regrets
So I've said what I meant
Every minute that's spent is a gift
You can't move in this picture no GIF
Every move that I'm making is swift
I've been cooking they can't get a whiff
I've taken Ls thru it all I persist
Then fade like the mist gone in the day
Not much to say if it ain't about pay No minimal wage
I'm losing sleep cause I grind
I done lost track of the time now
Chasing the peak of my prime
I just been taking what's mine now
I dropped who checks on me
Everyone checked on me
I know what's best for me now
Ain't no one stressed on me
She like you left on me
Can't get the best of me now
It's 4 AM in New Jersey
I'm in my bag like a purchase
It's 4 AM in New Jersey
In the booth trynna figure my purpose
Need a whip drop the top like it's shirtless
4 AM I ain't sleep I'm up working
Till the sun starts to peek thru the curtains
It's 4 am in New Jersey
Shawty still calling my phone
Disturbing my peace I'm all in my zone
Hear the anxiety all in my tone
No one was there when I needed a loan
So make like a tree leave me alone
Promise I'll do this shit all on my own
Even if I gotta sweat to the bone ima get to my throne
It's 4 AM in New Jersey