Curtis Rice - Can't Let Go Lyrics

Dealing with regrets now I'm heartless and midnight cold
I blame myself for the targets that hurt my soul
Now I'm recognizing that life more than diamonds and gold
Tough love tried to put it on hold
Low and behold
I'm having the same conversations
Insane comma racing
Drained I'm impatient
Never been still
Always pacing
Now I gotta deal with the mirror I'm facing
If I ain't living I'm wasting
Love don't live in my basement
Top floor vacant
Assuming I'm happy you sadly mistaken
My house ain't a home and I hate it
Momma devastated and my grandma praying
Confused and I still don't understand
I gotta move according to the plan
Why talk and they don't even hear what I'm saying
Work too hard on this land
When I get to double overtime, I'm playing
Hourglass nightmares in the sand
Calculated shots missed then I started spraying
I would if I could but I can't let go
I would if I could but I can't let go
My head ringing pain keeps calling me
Stormy and the rain just following
Me Myself and I and we all agree
No one else to blame cause it's all me
I would if I could but I can't let go
I would if I could but I can't let go
My head ringing pain keeps calling me
Stormy and the rain just following
Me Myself and I and we all agree
No one else to blame cause it's all me
How can a sinner be sentimental?
It's simple this alcohol endangering my temple
I know but I do it anyway okay its mental
Making most of my dreams come true through a pencil
My thoughts amplified it manifested in the flesh
I can no longer hide it had to get it off my chest
Even if I don't know I'd rather take a guess
Indecisive blank answers will make it harder to rest
Stressed
Too imbalanced to envision when it's temporary
I got more respect for the villains and the visionaries
Visiting my uncle and my sister at the cemetery
Lord knows I miss you Mary
I saw myself looking at you in yo casket
Can't mask it
I try still can't grasp it
It's easy to walk away from the magic
The hometown habits
Reminder you never had it
People acting shocked
Well aware of the static
They get animated when you confront them in traffic
Circle contaminated
Environmental status
You go everywhere I go I keep a speaker in my baggage
Too much pride that'll birth your enemies
We was never perfect or serene
Lied to each other still showed love in the means
Until we meet again hope to see you in my dreams
I would if I could but I can't let go
I would if I could but I can't let go
My head ringing pain keeps calling me
Stormy and the rain just following
Me Myself and I and we all agree
No one else to blame cause it's all me
I would if I could but I can't let go
I would if I could but I can't let go
My head ringing pain keeps calling me
Stormy and the rain just following
Me Myself and I and we all agree
No one else to blame cause it's all me