I'm all alone with my thoughts again
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I feel the walls in my head caving in
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Can't handle this pressure, I'm drowning
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Can't focus, I'm numb, heart's pounding
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No I know I don't wanna be like anyone else
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I just wanna be some more than myself
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But that type of pressure's exhausting
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That's when I knew
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One more step and that is all it takes
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To f*ck it up and throw my life away
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I know that I'm real messed up
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Feels like getting blacked out can fight it
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But it's just way too damn tough
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The hardest of drugs can't hide
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Fill another cup, I'm tryna get f*cked up
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I'm in my head, I'm in my head
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I've been there enough
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I'm tryna run, I'm tryna hide
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But I can't outrun my mind
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My memories fade but never die
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Is this the time, is this the time?
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My mind says I'm It's bitch, sit down
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Every time I feel good, flips me upside down
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Never had no say, only ever had doubt
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If this is what it's bout, will I work it out?
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I ain't never been one to listen to my problems My body tells me take a rest, I fill it with some vodka
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Staying up till 4am and doing what I wanna
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I know I need a break so I'ma do it all tomorrow
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Tomorrow never comes cause I always stay up I'm in bed till 8pm but I never slept once
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Cause I'm always in my head, I can't seem to doze off
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And this is where it stops, is this where it stops?
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One more step and that is all it takes
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To f*ck it up and throw my life away
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I know that I'm real messed up
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Feels like getting blacked out can fight it
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But it's just way too damn tough
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The hardest of drugs can't hide
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One more step and that is all it takes
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To f*ck it up and throw my life away
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I know that I'm real messed up
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Feels like getting blacked out can fight it
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But it's just way too damn tough
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The hardest of drugs can't hide
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