Butterfly (Prod. Classixs) Video (MV)

Yeah
I don't even know what to say

Filled with disarray
And a heart that's pointed just like a ray
One direction infinite
One it stay halting like parades
Glimpses of the beautiful
Mixed with heartake and self decay ay

And I don't even know what to say
Told the woman of my dreams
That I been dreamin bout her ways
Never really sure about other feelings or other ways
I just want acceptance and someone to darken out the gray

I been lost in the quantum zone for bout 7 seasons

I feel like I'm tryna yell but no ones really hearin

Feel like I'm locked in a cell
With no internal healing

That's why I get down on my knees
To pray for help with dealing

Feel I'm imploding
Cause I am not one for showing
The pen and paper my therapist
No one else really knowing

The people around me glowing
But lava is really flowing
Just know that you not alone
Cause all of us have pain growing

Life is like a butterfly
Man we steady movin
Everybody got different spots
And different times of bloomin
Yeah
I'm kinda feelin like my thoughts in movement
Yeah
Know I'm not crazy but I'm going through it

Self belief mixed with chronic and utter deprivation
The constant struggle of acting happy and stayin patient
Cause no facade can man ever instill the confirmation
I go to sleep
But not restin
I feel the papulations

I say what needs to be said
Cause others scared to say it
We really scared of success
And leavin others vacant
We really want what the rest
Can have no problem takin
Because we wanna be comfortable
What an understatement

Life is like a butterfly
Man we steady movin
Everybody got different spots
And different times of bloomin
Yeah
I'm kinda feelin like my thoughts in movement
Yeah
Know I'm not crazy but I'm going through it