It's gettin cold out
I start to feel it all in my veins
My heart it pours out
I can't keep holdin on to this pain
And they say it gets better
But what is they sayin
Life is just like the weather
It constantly change
So what's the hold up
These bills is stackin
Steady Stressin
Can I hold up
And I can't sleep at night
It's makin me look older
My stomach empty
Whippin ramen on the stove yuh
That's all I know ya
Can't help but think in my mind
Should I just follow after cuzzo
And start scamming and lyin
It ain't my money but I need it now
Wentworth on the line
But my integrity is too strong
I can't even lie
My grandma she tryna help me
But I always decline
I feel alone now
My brother cryin
He ain't ain't make the team
He home now
I shoulda been there to prepare you on my soul now
I think about that everyday when I'm alone now
Had dreams of totin that iron
A nigga learned to launder money
I start heatin my iron
It's crazy that I'm going crazy
And not close to my prime
I just hope that my daddy proud
As we get closer with time
Feel like I'm all outta time