D. Sierra - Message I Convey Lyrics

How many days has it been
Since we last spoke about our day and our lives?

Damn I can't remember
Gonna have to scroll up, like a lot to remember

You seem quite alright
Wonder how you feel without me loving in your life

Got a lot on my mind
Thinking bout you night and day, do I cross your mind?

Minutes pass like days, days like months, and months like years
Yeah, months like years, I just keep on getting covered in my own tears

Kinda sad how things just went downhill
Shit... who am I kidding?

This is f*cking scary and I think i'm really dying, woah

Damn it's been a minute since I hear your pretty voice
Tell me am I'm going crazy, do I have a choice?
Nothing in the universe felt better than your love
You were just like an angel, that was sent from up above

Look and listen up
I know you smiled when we talked
Saying that you loved me baby, couldn't get enough
Now I don't get nothing from you, making my life rough
Every day I'm wearing a mask to act tough

Really love your eyes
You look better without make-up, I would never lie

Make me wanna twirl
Remember when I won that bet cuz you're a badass girl

F*ck
Where did my mind go?
I feel like Rambo
Fighting my demons, I call it survival

I'm my own rival
I'm going aggro
Thinking the plain truth is so hard to swallow

I think my mind is just making up lies
Making it harder for me to live, Why
Do I think that you don't love me no more?
Can you talk to me for once like before?

It would be easier for me to live
Do you hate me? Can you just please forgive
Me for whatever I did to you wrong?
Baby I love you, can we get along

I really don't know what else say
Do you hear the message I convey
I really don't know what else say
Do you hear the message I convey